XVIII

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18| Calum
If you wanted me you would just say so,
And if I were you I would never let me go.




"Yeah ash he told me himself, he doesn't love me anymore." Calum sniffled.

"Hey bud it will be alright, haven't you been hanging out with Nia? She's a pretty girl, maybe you can move on."

"Ashton, I'm gay."

"Oh yeah, forgot about that."

Groaning Calum stood up from the couch and brushed his hand through his hair. Pacing back and forth.

"Ashton it's going to be almost impossible for me to move on. No one can find out I'm gay, so I can't go around looking for guys. And I still love him." Calum sighed at the verge of tears.

"Hey bud, it will be alright."

"No it won't Ashton, I love him and I can't stop loving him, it just hurts."

"Calum look at me." Ashton said grabbing Calum shoulders and making him look into his eyes.

"You're going to get through this, I'll help you even."

"What am I supposed to do when the one that broke my heart, is the only one who can fix it?" Calum mumbled through the tears covering his face.

"Oh Calum." Ashton sighed pulling the younger boy who's body racked with sobs, into a tight hug.

"Hey! How about you and I get away for a little while? You know what? Let's go on a trip!" Ashton exclaimed breaking the hug.

"Yeah I guess."

"Great, we leave in 3 days. For now need to get you a distraction."

-

"I'm so excited! I've been waiting forever to see them."

"Yeah same." Calum's grip on the steering wheel tightened as he looked into the rearview mirror to see an excited Nia and Casey.

"Calum watch where you're going!" He heard Ashton shout as the steering wheel was pulled so they swerved out of the wrong lane.

"Oh my god." Calum gasped

"I'm so sorry guys I wasn't paying attention."

"It's okay Cal." Ashton said patting his shoulder as he tried to soothe the tan lad.

"Oh! Look we're here!" Nia squealed almost jumping out of the still moving vehicle.

They had just arrived outside the venue of the guns n' roses concert. This was Ashton idea of a distraction before their trip to Hawaii.

As all four of them clambered out of the jeep, Nia immediately wrapped her arm around Calum's and led him inside the venue.

Frowning Calum followed. It was different. He was used to Luke clinging on his arm and pressing kisses to his cheek, and Ashton and Michael giggling behind them.

He didn't like it.

He saw some people holding up their phones to the group as the walked by, most pointed in the direction of Calum and Nia.

He needed to do this though.

-

Luke's point of view

"What do you mean they're leaving today." Luke said through clenched teeth glaring at the bleach blond.

"Yeah, they're going to Hawaii." Michael whispered looking away from the angry boy.

"This is all your guys' fault you know." Luke seethed.

"It wouldn't be if you hadn't cheated on him first, you're breaking each other and it's not healthy Luke, you can't keep going on like this."

"Michael it was a drunken mistake."

"That time it was. Look Luke you guys aren't good for each other, you need to let go. You have a girlfriend, so move on."

"I don't even like girls Michael!"

"That's not what you were saying all those times you cheated on him!"

"It was a fucking mistake Michael!"

"It's too late Luke, he's gone, he probably doesn't even love you anymore."

"I'm not letting him go, I'm gonna catch him before his flight takes off, and tell him exactly what you and Ashton are up to." Luke glared at him, walking over to the coat rack and yanking his jacket off.

"Luke sto-" Luke had already grabbed his keys out of the bowl and was out the door.

He ran over to his car and hopped in, not wasting a second of his time before speeding down the road towards the airport.

He parked, and shuffled out of his car, slamming the door shut. He ran through the parking lot to the entrance, entering the sliding doors to hear a voice over the intercom.

"Flight 356 to Hawaii now boarding at exit 8."

(A/N I honestly don't know how Tf airports work so bare with me.)

Luke's eyes widened as he caught a glimpse of where he was at.

Exit 3

He ran to past exit 3 seeing exit 4 appear.

"3,4,5,6,7,8!" He mumbled under his breath as he bolted past the exits.

He arrived just in time to see the entrance to the plane close. He walked over to the ginormous glass window beside the plane entrance.

He choked back sobs as he watched the plane close and prepare for lift off.

"Please don't move on Calum."











I don't have a heart. I'm probably gonna be updating so much this weekend because my school has been cancelled and all I've done is write sooooo.....
I don't know how I feel about this chapter.... so I'll let you guys tell me how you feel 😉 haha don't forget to vote and comment! Love y'all
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