i have had to memorize more names in the past month than i have in my entire life, and to me that is so exhausting and all i want to do is sleep.
but everyone always tells me that to accomplish anything you have to work hard, and in order to work hard you have to be completely conscious.
but the things i'm trying to accomplish are as simple as learning to love the fat on my belly and the lack of muscle in my back and the scars on my thighs,
and i think the best way to learn to love yourself is to simply let yourself be.
because the more content you are with life, the more at peace your mind will be.
and with peace of mind comes logical thinking and i haven't been able to think straight since i've had so many names to memorize.
so i guess what i'm trying to say is that sleeping your life away isn't so bad if you're in a part of your life you'd rather not be conscious for.
