"it was weird,
at first i missed you so damn much.
but then i didnt talk to you for a few days, remember?
my phone broke and i was busy as fuck.
worked 9 to 5 everyday for twelve days.
i didn't know what was going on
for the first two hours of everyday,
of course by then i was already high. smoked enough to stay high
every hour of everyday i didn't see you.
and i forgot, kay.
i forgot about you."
and with that, he broke my heart trying to explain how i hadn't heard from my own boyfriend for weeks. and i was dumb enough to forgive him. dumb enough to stay.
//////// the thing is, this is almost an exact quote from the boy im seeing and i'm helplessly in love with someone who loves drugs more than me.
