I want a new body,
one that you have never touched
because i don't like knowing
what it felt like having your fingers
pressed against my skin.
My hands burn from where
your thumb rubbed mine
as we walked through the park.
Those days are over
and i'm counting the days
until I feel better again,
But the time you took to distance yourself was the time it took for me to become comfortable with distance.
Now you're across town,
but mine as well be across the damn globe for how far I feel from you.
And I'm hurt,
And I'm heartbroken.
And you won't ever realize
that the flames in your eyes ignited me,
and it was your own water
that put me out again.
