i don't really remember why i thought there were butterflies in my chest
the first time i saw you
because it felt more like wasps.
i dont know why i looked forward to
hearing your voice
because every word you said
wounded me like a sword to the heart.
falling in love with you was
the worst pain i ever felt
and i loved every second of it.
i can't remember why i fell for you
in the first place
and now im so deep
that i never want to get out.
maybe the only thing i know now
is why they call it falling in love,
because its like jumping off the
empire state building
and praying to fucking god
that you'll be at the bottom.
please, be at the bottom,
i can't handle being squished like a bug
on the bottom of your shoe.
it probably feels worse than the wasps in my stomach.
(im not making any sense, am i)
