(( trigger warning ?? idk this might bother some people, i'm not sure, just a heads up ))
mom,
i did something bad.
gave myself to a boy,
and not a man.
he took a part of me
i didn't mean to give away,
i'm trying to convince myself that it's ok.
if it makes a difference,
we used protection.
though latex can't protect my recollection.
caught in my brain,
not a single text after i got laid.
dear boy, please tell me why
you thought you wouldn't make me cry.
i thought that it would make you stay,
but now you're trying to get away.
what kind of game are you trying to play?
mind games or heartbreak?
it all feels the same.
