words unsaid

52//stereotype.

i will never unassociated the smell of cigarette smoke with him.
i will never catch a whiff of dank again without him crossing my mind.
i will never feel the pounding bass of
a rap song the same way.
he was a stereotype,
and he wasn't good for me,
but i so desperately wanted to be good for him.
but a good girl and a bad guy
dont mix;
no matter how many drinks she's had.