When you left [COMPLETED]

~13~

Summer vacation goes by at a very fast pace . Unlike the previous years , my summer vacation this year is nothing fun . I was locked in my room for two weeks when my mother found out about my suicide attempt . I survived because of my snack box . Then , when Tiffany returned , she changed completely . She wasn't the irratating , childish and goofy sister I knew . The new sister of mine was in her room the whole day with her laptop , talking to herself or maybe talking to webcam . She was smiling and laughing all day , but when I entered her room , she would give a mind-your-own-business face and screamed me out of the room premises . Well , basically , no one wants to talk to me . Michael was out of my sight for the whole season , making my days lonelier and lonelier .

Today is the first day of the second semester , which I do not anticipate . What is the purpose of going to school if you hate studying and have no friends ?

I walk step by step to school and sigh . Usually , theres Allie to accompany me to school , but now , I'm just a plain loner . Then , I heard a familiar voice .

"Alone ?" Clarice appears at my sight.

My blank expression brakes to an exuberant smile . I kind of miss Clarice . She is my first best friend ever since we know each other since babies .

"Yeah . Good thing you're here ."

That wasn't me who said that . My best friend- I mean 'ex-best friend' . I think that they did not see me because they continued the conversation without pauses .

"Why aren't you with Stephanie ?"

"We ... sort of fought . Its been a month already ."

"You're not going to make up ?"

I sigh . For the whole month , I was thinking about making up , but there was something that stopped me .

"Nope . I'm tired of her ways ."

My heart sink . In the whole wide world , I have never thought that Allie had any bad thoughts about me . Then , they whisper at each other and walk towards the hallway . I proceed to class with tears flowing from my eyes .

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As I walk past the hallway , a lot of eyes are on me . It gives out an eerie feeling . I stop in front of my classroom and take a peek inside . The classroom is empty . I place my bag under my desk , sit at my seat and give a huge sigh . When will I ever escape from this hell ?

Just then , a guy enters the room . Someone who I despise . Someone who I don't want to see ever again .

"Why are you here all alone ?" Jake says as he closes the classroom door . I roll my eyes and glare at him , hoping that he knows what he is supposed to do - to get out . But he does not get it . He sits at his place and stare at the ceiling .

So much of your 'telepathy' .

"Leave me alone ."

"No I won't ."

"Stop being annoying ."

"I want to tell you something ."

"I don't want to hear about it ." I say , clenching my fist . Then , Jake goes to the window and shouts .

"I STILL LOVE STEPHANIE COOPER !"

Wow .

I gasp . This cannot happen . I'm Michael's . Jake cannot destroy this relationship . Michael loves me more than anyone . I cannot let him go just like that . However , when I was with Jake , I felt as if I'm in heaven . I am drowned in my own confusion . I am paralysed , unable to say anything or even move .