Let Your Heart Soar (Danny Worsnop Fan Fic - A Love To Give Book #2)

I'm So Sorry

As I walked into the night air, I let out a sigh and walked towards the sidewalk. I was hoping that Danny wouldn’t try to run after me and tell me hie was sorry because I really just wanted to be alone and cool off. I started to walk away from the venue knowing I’d have to be back in two hours. I let out another sigh. Why couldn’t Danny just understand. He didn’t even know where I was coming from. Sure, there had been a time when he didn’t talk to his parents, but after they made up, his parents had gladly welcomed him back into their family. He didn’t know what it was like to have two parents who hated you because of a decision you made. They hated me for things that made me happy. They hated that I was different, too. I wished they would just leave me alone or accept me. I never understood why they weren’t just happy with the fact that I was happy.

And then there was Danny. He had always helped me with my parents. He had always been there to comfort me when they told me that I was a loser or that I made bad choices, but he always told me the same exact thing: stop caring about them and what they thought. I would never be able to do that. I had always been one to play by the rules, which meant I didn’t like letting people down. To be honest, I felt like I had been a huge let down to my parents. I had been smart in school and instead of going to college and getting a good job, I decided to be merch girl for my friend’s band. Then, I had dumped my mom’s friend’s son for my best friend who was an ex-drug addict and alcoholic. And to top it all off, we were engaged. I loved Danny, but he didn’t understand.

I felt tears come to my eyes again and I wiped them away quickly before anyone could see them. I truly wished I could’ve went back in time and hit ignore when my mother’s number popped up on the screen. Without knowing it, my mother always seemed to screw up my life.

After awhile, it realized I should start to head back to the venue to make sure everything was ready for the show. I turned around made my way back. I could see the line of fans outside still. I flashed the security guard my all access pass and went in. The VIP fans were all up against the barricade looking pretty excited. I looked over everything quickly and soon the doors were open. I was really not in the mood to do this tonight, but I put on a smile anyway.

The show went smoothly that night, but I could tell that Danny wasn’t all there just by the way he talked to the crowd. I knew it was my fault. I realized now that I had been so angry with my mum and that I decided to take it out on him. I felt kind of bad, but then again, I wished he’d just understand or at least try to. After what seemed like an eternity, the show and meet and greet were over and we headed to the bus. I had decided to apologize for earlier during the show. Let’s be honest, I loved him too much to be mad for long.

I gestured for him to follow me into the back lounge as soon as we got on the bus and he did. “Danny, I’m sorry for earlier,” I apologized when the back lounge door was closed. “I was mad at my mum so I took it out on you and I shouldn’t have done that,” I explained. I played with my hair nervously hoping he would forgive me.

“It’s ok, love. It was my fault. I need to try to understand more,” he responded. I didn’t argue with his apology even though he really was not the one at fault and instead wrapped him in a hug. He hugged me back and planted a kiss on the top of my head.

“I love you,” he whispered in my ear still not letting me go. I loved the way his arms felt around me. 

“I love you, too,” I replied. I was just so happy that everything was back to the way it should be