Bus Rona Mat

Segment - 8

PS _ I know i m too late to update this one. but there were lot things happen in between this gap hope u all like it. do leave comments about who u felt the update was.

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Taking The CD out of its coverage ridhima moved towards the study to fetch her laptop from in there. Taking her laptop from there ridhima moved back to her room plugging in the scree ridhima inserted the CD in her hand and waited impatiently for it to process itself before it runs.

Ridhima was too pissed off due to the slow processing of the laptop and mutter under her breath "Dam you bloody laptop. Can't even work when it's most needed. Why the hell this idiot box showing such attitude. I will throw this digitally retarded machine. " ridhima was so pissed that even when she have started opening the windows she never stopped from cursing that idiot box of digital world.

Soon ridhima have played the CD and sit back watching what it might contain. Though ridhima have rested her back on the bed post looking on screen but nothing got played. She was about to look at it again closing the VLC that suddenly the voice boom in even when the screen was blank out. Ridhima for a sec was startled looking around for him. But then with the voice of his face to came integrating with audio.

"Kya yaar ridhima... I know you have very much patient in you but show some here too. Even a second deal in my voice and you were about to take it out to double check the things." Ridhima made a face hearing him muttering "Tumhe kya hain hamesha ek CD de ke chale jaate ho mahino ke liya... sirf ye CD dekh ke hi toh tum se dur itne mahine nikal paati hun."

"Okay... okay... aab nahi kuch bolunga mein. You know ridhima that the last time I left you with CD was because there was no other way to tell you about my leave as you were sleeping that time looking so cute that I never had a heart to wake you up so I left CD behind me Saying my departure and the feelings that I have after the previous night that time. I know I could have wrote a letter to you but I wanted to say it in my voice so it would reach to you with all its real meaning and depth. But after that when I returned next I heard you hearing my CD even after months. So this time too I thought of doing the same but this time I have said you bye in person but still I wanted to do it for you for me for your baby. You have promised me to keep me aware of all the new developments growth and feeling related to our baby and you. But I wanted my baby to know how much his/her dad loved his little family. I know you would do it yourself everyday but it's something different when I feel this new things and speaking to my baby.

Thank you ridhima for that feeling of soon to be father. I never knew that after having confessed my love to you and you confessing your love back to me will ever be equivalent to some other feeling in this world. I always have felt that was the best feeling that one human have in his life time. But this feeling that you provided me of giving life to someone was ultimate to all. I can never compare these 2 feeling ever in life these two though are bestest feeling ever but even then I can't compare them. I want our baby to grow as cute and innocent as you are and even his/her heart should be as big as yours. So he/she can love everyone and spread joy all around. Baby papa loves you so much that even when he is not with you he will be loving you more and more with each day. Please aapne papa ko maaf kar dena ki vo aapke pass nahi hain, na hi aapki mamma ka dhayn rakh pa rahe hain par aapke papa aapka itni dur se bhi hamesha bahut khayal rakhenga. Aur mamma aapko mamma papa dono ka pyaar bahut ache se dengi. Mein bahut jald wapas aaunga apne baby ke pass. Papa loves you baby.

Ridhima while scratching this little words over the CD I am feeling very terrible. I know this is meant to be happening but you know I don't want to leave you in this path of life to walk alone. I wanted to be beside you, holding your hands, to support you, to make funny avtars of pregnancy over me, to pamper you, to love you, to fulfill you carvings, to make you eat with my hands, to massage your swelling legs, to feel all the baby moments and kicks with you, to support you sleeping with big baby bump... but I guess taking this pride of saving nation I have to sacrifices few of my desires. But I want you to do all this for me to take care of yourself, to fulfill all your carvings beside me having there, to take care of our baby, to feel every new development of our baby. I will soon be back to you and our baby. I am sorry for not being there without in this blissful yet painful path"