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MountainTop

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Title: Mountain Top

I'm at the top of a mountain, the very peak

It's such a beautiful view, I'm so high up I can see far into

the distance, the jagged tops of other mountains, flurries

swirling from the breeze in the wind, it's so natural and

effortless, I can see all of God's creation

I've come so far but I'm only halfway through, I have a

decision to make, one I don't want to have to face,

struggling to wrap my head around the situation, I run

my fingers through my hair, I know He says not to worry

but it's easier said than done

There are wounds inside me, I want to shout out at the

top of my lungs, I'm yearning shelter and affection, I'm

searching for a hero to ride in and save the day, does

anybody hear my cry? Can anybody see me? Does

anybody even know I'm going down today under the

dark shadows, where all the lost and lonely people are

searching hope that's hard to see?

I look back to where I've come from, reminiscing, seeing

each step I've taken and how much I've climbed

Then I look forward in front of me seeing where I have

to go--climb down the mountain but there's a fear of

moving, of going downhill not knowing what will happen,
Not knowing if I want to even continue or just jump off

the top of the mountain and end it all

I'm shaking like a leaf but I manage to take a breath and

move one step off the edge of the mountain top.
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Author: So I love this poem in particular, I was going through tough times while writing this, but the good thing is writing makes me feel so much better, and I know God is always here to help me when I need it, and even when I don't deserve it.