Me: Okay, readers. Let me tell you something... Writing this poem took a lot of willpower for me. I poured my heart out all over this, I think I cried countless times but that shows me how much love I have for Him and just how much love He has for me.. Here you go. Please, comment, I wanna know your insight.
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Title:Letter To God
God, am I worthy to say your name?
Sometimes, I don't even believe that you're real
I try to listen, try to feel, try to see it all the way you would, but there's nothing
Sometimes my failing faith just isn't enough and all I need is just one hug, one person to say everything will be okay, one person that loves me enough to tell me what I need to hear even if it's not what I want to hear
I wish so hard and pray down on my knees all the time
But again, there's nothing
Maybe it's because I'm not really worthy
I've lied, I've cheated, I've broken countless promises
and my heart longs for the pleasures of this world, I make my choices by my own fleshly desires
Though I know they mean nothing and will compare to nothing at your feet and of your view
There is no trophy
Sometimes I've fallen so far, so fast, so frequent, barely breathing that I feel nothing can save me
I'm standing right here completely by myself
and I feel that I am nothing
But I struggle to hold on dearly to my faith, my hope, and my love
Maybe somewhere far away there's peace to fill that nothing right up
Sometimes good things will happen and I pray that it truly is you
So that when worse things fall
My prayers are not nothing
Not just spoken words for any ear to hear
When I'm looking at the sky,that golden twilight splendor
Sometimes that's the aha moment I know
That you are something
Something worth all of me
Explaining it all
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The Pen Of Poetry
PoetryHere is a collection of my poetry and spoken words. Writing is my life, my passion, I wouldn't be where I am or who I am today without it. Enjoy.
