Bill's POV
After the kiss, I helped (Y/N) pack up her things for the trip. I don't want her to go to Gravity Falls. The Pines are over for the summer right now, and if she meets them, I'll be screwed. Big time. Come on Bill; I have to think of something.. I've got it! I can just say that my 'mom' lives over there, and meet her there! Yeah, Bill, she's not stupid. That's not going to work.
I let out a sigh and rub my temples. (Y/N) looks back at me, and I smile at her.
"I'm all right," I answer for her. She just nods her head in response and continues to pack other things.
"I'm gonna head out. I just came by to say hi."
"Alright Bill," She says, focused on her task at hand. "Don't die or anything on your way home."
I let out a chuckle and walk to her front door.
If only you knew, (N/N), you probably wouldn't even talk to me.
I walk out the door and close it lightly. Then I close my eyes and reopen them.
"So? How'd it go? Did you finally tell her?" He smirks.
"No Tad. I just can't do it! It's easier said than done!" I yell, crossing my arms.
"Bill, you need to tell her. If she finds out on her own, she'll hate you even more than if you tell her. I know it must seem hard, but believe me."
I laugh at his remark. "Have YOU had to do this before?"
"Well no, but-"
"Exactly, Tad." I snort, turning around and going through (Y/N) house walls.
"Bill. You can't tell her you're a dream demon, but you stalk her through the dreamscape?!" Tad says, following me.
"I didn't just tell her," I mumble. "I kissed her."
"YOU WHAT?!?" Tad grabs me by my shirt collar. I shove him off me, and he combs through his purple hair.
"I kissed a meat sack," I repeat myself, and Tad just blinks. Then he starts to laugh. I cock my eyebrow, and he starts to cry from laughing so hard.
"And? What's so funny about that?" I scoff. "It's not like you'll get anybody to like YOU."
"Bill Cipher. We are brothers; I know you by blood, nightmares, and the list goes on. You, don't have a heart. You could never love somebody even if you tried your hardest. That's amusing. You kissed a meat sack."
"I.. I never said I liked her! Or loved her!" I bark, making him pause.
"So why did you kiss her then?"
Then it hit me. Do I like (Y/N)?
"Because, I do like.. h..h..he..her." I stuttered.
"No. No, you don't. Quit with the faking." Tad snapped.
"I'm not!" I say stepping closer to my 'brother.'
Supposedly, brothers are supposed to support your actions. But I mean, I'm a freaking dream demon for crying out loud! How is that normal? You don't walk on your human legs all day to find two brothers talking about a meat sack that one brother 'likes.' I mean, I do like her, but... Never mind.
"I can read your mind, Billy." Tad teased, and I roll my eyes.
"I hate your edges."
"Hate you too; three sided freak." Tad laughs, and fly's through the wall.
(Y/N) POV
Bill helped me packed up the rest of my stuff. He didn't talk much, but I guess that I'd do the same if I just kissed my crush. I mean, I think he likes me. Why else would he kiss me? Right? I was stuck in deep thought when Bill left.
***
After I showered, got changed, things like that, I walked back to the kitchen, to find my mom washing dishes. I walked past her to the back door and went outside. I ran through the back door fence and started to walk down the silver cement. This is normal, so I know my mom isn't worried about me leaving.
The cement quickly turned dirty, then into the dirt. I hummed slightly and smiled, thinking back to the day I found this place. It was when I was six and was running around before I got lost. And it's where I met Bill; this will always be the special place.
As I reached to the opening, I sat down in my favorite spot. Right in front of the waterfall, and in the middle of the circle of rocks. Bringing my knees to my chest, I lay my head down on my knees. There was so such to think about, and it was stressing me out a lot.
"Funny we keep seeing each other here." I hear a voice behind me.
"Hey, Bill." I sigh.
"What's wrong, (N/N)?"
"Nothing that concerns you, Cipher."
He sits down next to me. "Shucks kid," He sighs. "Wish I could help you."
He wraps his arm around my shoulders, and I lean my head on his shoulder. I take in his scent. He smells like fresh cut grass, which is somewhat weird, but now he smells like pine trees..? I'm not complaining. Bill grabs a nearby rock and throws it across the pond.
It makes that weird sound. You know, that sound when water hits the water. The strange sound. Closing my eyes slowly, and relaxing my muscles, I shut my eyes and wrap my arms around Bill.
(✖)
I wake up in this empty room, I rub my eyes and get off the ground.
"Bill?" I sleepily say.
"Why do you care so much about him?" A purple haired boy says.
"Gah!" I squawk. "Who... Who are you?"
"Tad. I'm Bill's brother." He smiles, holding out his hand. I shake my head, and he pulls back his hand.
"What do you want from me?" I ask.
"To warn you about Bill." He says, looking at his cane he was holding.
"There's nothing wrong with him. Besides, I don't know you! What are you doing in my dreams?!" I answer him.
"To warn you about Bill. I've said it already." He says again, a bit more firm.
"There's nothing wrong with him. I've said it already." I mock.
He chuckles then grabs my shirt. "I don't play games, (Y/N). I know Bill by blood. He's my brother. Don't believe anything he tells you. And if betrays you, I might still be there for you to talk to."
I blink a couple of times then try to push him away. "I just met you! How am I supposed to trust you! For all I know, you might be tricking me. You might even be a demon!" I yell.
"Bingo, kid." He chuckles.
"Wha..?" I say.
I rub my eyes again, and Bill was holding me. He had this huge grin and was looking me in the eyes. "Oh, you are so naive, darling." He whispers.
"Bill? You.. No! This is all just a nightmare." I say, closing my ears and shutting my eyes.
"(Y/N).."
Don't listen.
"(Y/N)..!"
Don't...
"(Y/N)!"
I bolt up with a start and look around me. Same waterfall. Same ground. Same rocks. I look over to my side, and Bill was looking at me with worried eyes.
But is that the same Bill?
Ehh... It's a little long. Oh well! Hope you enjoyed!
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Fanfiction(Y/N) has known Bill almost four years, and from this, she trusts Bill more than her own parents sometimes. But during the middle of June, her mother is going on a summer trip to Gravity falls, and she wants (Y/N) to go with her. But before she leav...
