demons don't have hearts :human!bill cipher x reader:

⌈chapter seventeen⌋

(Y/N)'s POV

I was about to shake Bill's hand, when I was suddenly throw away from my spot, with my back slamming into a tree.

"Ah!" I screamed out, hitting the tree, losing all feeling in my back. It felt broken, and I had the wind knocked out of me.

"(Y/N)! You can't make a deal with Bill! You don't even know what he has planned!" Was the last thing I heard before my vision started to get blurry. My breathing started to slow down, and I could bearly keep my eyes open at this point. Whoever threw me into that tree, definitely threw me fast enough to black me out. I was trying to keep my eyes open, but I felt drowsy, and my back felt pulverized.

I felt my body being picked up, and my hair brushing out of my face; before I fell into a coma of sleep.

For some reason, I could still feel my body moving around, but I couldn't open my eyes. I heard voices talking, but they seemed distant; and echo-y. I couldn't move, and it made me feel a little irked, so I decided to consider about the deal Bill gave me and think about it more in depth.

Was the deal really worth it..?

I mean sure, I would get whatever I wanted in return, but I would have to steal from the Pines. Stanford's journal, I believe it was. Why did Bill want it so badly? Does it hold secrets not even the government knows? Does it hold the answers to why the brain generates consciousness? Because whatever was in that book, Bill wants it and seems to need it. I saw it in his eyes.

But what would he use it for? Isn't he an 'all knowing' demon? Shouldn't he already know what's in that book, and not need me to steal it for him?

Wait.. Steal?

I never thought about this deal at all. I would basically be stealing something for Bill, who according to Stanford, somebody you should never make a deal with. And I was trusting him? Who knows what he would do with that book! He might end the world for all we know!

But.. I just can't help my feelings for him. Goddamn it hormones!

Bill is a bad guy, he can't be trusted, he goes against deals, and he will go out the way to get what he wants.

I feel a wave of ease roll over me, and I could finally open my eyes. I rub my eyes and then have a throbbing headache. Groaning, I move my hands away from my eyes and open them completely.

"Hmm?" I question, out loud to nobody in particular.

I hear a sigh of relief and somebody walking out from a shadow. He claps his hands and clears his throat.

"So, it seems you actually are smart enough to find out one thing about Bill.."

I knew who's voice that was. "Ugh," I sneered. "What do you want with me, also why am I here?"

"You need to be warned about Bill," He states, walking closer to me. "You don't even know anything about him."

"Tad, can't you just leave me alone? I can figure things out on my own." I growl.

"Funny, because last time you tried to do that, you almost got killed." I stayed quiet. I didn't want to admit he was right. I looked at my feet and slightly nodded my head in defeat.

"What is there to tell me about?" I ask, keeping my head down and messing with my fingers.

"About his deals," Tad said, stalking ever so closer to me. "And a way to get rid of him."

I picked up head up. "Get rid of him? Like, killing him?"

Tad slid his fingers under my chin and moved closer to me and nodded his head. I pushed away his fingers and scoffed. "You're just like him."

"We are related after all." He chuckled.

"Whatever. Just please tell me something about his deals," I pleaded. "I almost agreed to one, and I didn't even realize what I was getting into."

Tad turned his back to me and walked off. Saying I was stunned was an understatement. Well, I mean, somebody goes to tell you they are going to tell you something important, then walk off? Rude is the best way to describe it.

"I can read your mind, (Y/N)!" Tad called out, sounding cocky. My face flushed red, and I rolled my eyes.

Speaking of minds, where I was currently was totally slipped mine. "Hey, uh Tad?"

"What is it now, you grotesque creature?" Tad snapped.

I jumped at his words and quickly got upset. I slid off of the chair I was sitting down on and stomped over to the direction where Tad was. As soon as my eyes adjusted to where I was, I couldn't see anything, just blackness. Great, seeing nothing but darkness again. "Tad..?"

I heard him growl in resentment, then my shoulders were grabbed. I jumped at the sudden contact and then I was pulled.

"Jesus, I really wonder why Bill likes you. Your annoying and curious," Tad spat.

"Isn't beeing curious a good thing though?"

"Not when it's coming from you,"

Gee, thanks. Really needed some words of encouragement.

~after walking through darkness for about fifteen mintues~

Tad threw me over to another chair and started looking through some old, dusty books on a shelf. Being in a new area, I thought to look at my surroundings and just let my mind wonder for a bit since Tad looked pretty interested in finding whatever he was looking for.

It was like a huge old library. Stacks and stacks of bookshelves on top of themselves, dust, clearly everywhere, ladders, lamps, chairs, and nothing really out of the ordinary. I sank into my chair. I had no idea where I was, yet I trusted Tad to just take me somewhere where I won't get killed. He's related to Bill! Why do I even have a little bit of hope that I can trust him?

Tad turned to face me. "Just because I'm related to a chaos demon doesn't mean I'm one too, (Y/N)."

"And how can you prove that, Tad?"

Tad was holding some old book in his hands and dropped it onto the table in front of me. "This whole book will tell you everything about his deals, and what his weakness is."

I looked over at the book, and reached to open it, but Tad grabbed my hand and looked me straight in the eyes. "Promise me one thing, (Y/N),"

"What is it Tad?"

"Never ever show anybody else this book, besides me and yourself."

ANDDDD THAT'S A RAP!

thank you all so much for sticking with me, i know it must have been annoying to see that i have updated but it wasn't a chapter, but here one is! you all are way too sweet, i really thank you all so much for your support. in a little celebration, we should have a little party! you guys comment things, and i might just do them! '

(rules; nothing involving showing my face because i am ugly af right now, and nothing involving saying about where i go to school/where i live, ect.)

i love you all!

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