My Dirty Little Secret

Ch. 5

My mouth instantly dropped of how amazing this house was. It was a light blue with white outlines, 2 floors but very wide. The lawn was so beautiful. It had red white and blue flowers of different kinds throughout it. There was also a small path leading to a beach surrounded by trees with red roses around the trees. When I'm not even done examining the house Richie has already opened my door.

"You can close your mouth now" he said taking my hand to help me out the car.

"How can I this place is just simply amazing but exactly where are we though" I asked with excitement.

"We are on the whole other side of Washington" he said grabbing the bags in the trunk.

"Wait is this your house?"

"Actually I haven't got to that point yet but yes it is" he said carrying our stuff to the door then opening it.

"Oh my god this is gorgeous" I said as I saw the chandler on the ceiling.

"Yeah I know but that isn't all follow me" he grabbed my hand and brought me to the far back of the house to see clear glass sliding doors leading to the beach "now this is just about it"

"OH MY FUCKING GOD what the hell this is freaking beyond incredible" I said screaming.

"Calm down babe" he said as I started to blush "so you like it"

"No I love it"

"Do you love it more then this?" he said as he started to kiss me.

"I would never love anything more then that" I said as he picked me up and I straddled myself around him.

"Have you ever had sex on a beach just asking?"

"Why would I any beach I know is public and why are you just asking?" I looked at him as he raised his eye brows "oh that's why" I said with a smile.

He walked off the deck and grabbed a blanket and headed towards to shore. I have never done this before so I was not completely sure if I should stop myself. I wanted to but to me sex is just sex nothing more but with him it feels like more and something in me tells me that he feels the same way. Why would he bring me here if he didn't? So I just went with my gut and didn't stop.

Every second that passed the kiss got deeper and deeper. I let go to breath but he didn't stop, his lips traveled down my neck to my collar bone and I couldn't help but let out a moan. Then all of a sudden he dropped me to my feet and set up the blanket.

As he set it up I walked closer to the water until the tips of my toes were touching the water. It was surprisingly warm. I looked up at the stars and it brings back so many memories of camping trips with my family. We would set a campfire and make s'mores and try to make patterns with the stars. We were happy, more importantly I was happy. We went on camping trips every October, we left on a Friday night and went back home Sunday afternoon. We did this until after the incident when I was 16. My life was just perfect until then. If you were in my first 15 years of living you would find no flaws maybe simple things but they are the Main things people can't live without like the simple arguments you had with your parents and friends but less then an hour later you would think nothing happened. If I were to go back now and change that day when I was 16 I would change it, although if I did change what happened to me I would have never had met Richie.

I had a different dream then what I am doing now. I was going down the right path with my life I had the high grades I was athletic and I had everything going for me until a tone of bricks fell on me and from then on I became trouble. I was hurt physically and emotionally.

Thinking about these memories brought water to my eyes until Richie wrapped his arms around my waist from behind me.

"What's wrong" he said placing his head on my shoulder. "You look like you are about to cry"