My Dirty Little Secret

Ch.6

We made our way to the couch and watched a movie. Well pieces of the movie, and kissed our way through the night. When the movie finished we went upstairs to bed. I really thought about if I should tell him the rest or not but what if I can't handle it, I won't know until I try I guess.

As soon as I am lying in bed I turned to face Richie and he was already facing me "I want to tell you the rest of the story".

"Don't tell me if your not ready yet I will understand" he said concerned.

"Yeah I'm sure , so yeah my parents absolutely loved him. So one day I mistakenly let out to him that I liked him." I broke our eye contact. "So then he kissed me. He was such a good kisser" when I looked at him I could tell that he wanted to say something sarcastic "no, not better then you" he smirked then I continued on with the story "we didn't do anything more then that because we were in the library studying for a geometry midterm the next day. He told me he liked me to but I should have been known better because he was a player, Even though we were best friends he still had some tricks up his sleeves but I really liked him so none of that mattered to me because I thought he would change.

The next day at school was normal everybody knew we were best friends so it wasn't like it was weird that we were hanging out together. When we went into geometry I was obviously the first to finish so mine got graded before anyone else and I passed with flying colors."

"What does a geometry midterm have to do with anything just thought I'd ask" he said cutting me off.

"I just wanted to brag about my, anyways" I said playfully "a week later everyone else got there results and when nick got his back he failed so they allowed him to take a retake so he studied at my house. He went to my room and right before he was about to leave I mentioned the kiss we shared about a week before. At that moment he kissed me again and laid me down on the bed and .......... We had sex" I said as a tear formed. He brushed it away with his thumb.

"Don't continue of you are going to cry" he said sincerely "I don't like to see you cry"

"I'll be fine, then I realized that I was falling in love with him. He was gentle yet ambitious and also took away my virginity that day. Then from there on we were known as the cutest couple at school and the couple everyone has been waiting for. About three months later we were still together and I was certain that I was in love with him. We were at his house watching a movie because his parents weren't home. Like a love sick teenager I told him that I loved. I said all of this shit like I have realized it for the past two months, I only wanted to be with him and so on. Then he told me he loved me back we had sex right then and there at his house.

About two months later I come to realize that I had been having a lot of nausea. I went to the doctors to get checked out and they told me that I was a little over two months pregnant. I would have thought I was pregnant but I didn't have a missed period." More tears started to make there way through my body and Richie comforted me through it knowing whatever he said I wouldn't stop "I didn't tell him until two weeks later. He was happy but then he was like oh shit we are sixteen years old how are we going to tell our parents and more, but he was still happy. Then we owned up to it and told our parents. They had the reaction you would expect parents to have 'where did my sweet little angel go' " I said sarcastically because of what I've become after this "along with some tears of disappointment of their daughter and son being 16 and pregnant,

maybe 3 weeks later nick turned on me told me all this bull shit 'I don't want to have a fucking baby I want to have a life' and more things that I Never expect he would say to me. He apologized but looking back it wasn't sincere. I stayed with him and he gave me a drink fruit punch to be exact. It didn't taste right and when I told him that he told me........" I squeezed my eyes shut " he told me that he drugged me then a slapped me in the face then punched my stomach after that I don't remember because I was so drugged" I said with my eyes still squeezed shut.