My Dirty Little Secret

Ch.11

I woke up again a few hours later to find Aliana and lacy fast asleep leaning on each other for support. I looked over and saw my phone on the table, but I can't believe my phone doesn't have one scratch on it. I slowly took it into my hands turning off the volume so they wouldn't hear me unlocking my phone, and I saw that I had four missed calls one from Carlos and three from Richie. he just won't leave me alone will he. But do I really want him too? wait why am I questioning this I do want him to leave me alone I can't stand the fact that he lied to me. I just need to clear my head and think about this.

My mom told me to look at both sides of the situation, but how? If I were engaged I would cheat on my fiancé just because I don't really love him what other reason is there. If you don't love someone why would you stay with them. I am not with Carlos anymore once the papers are signed which is proving I don't love him anymore but i never really did anyway and if Richie loves me he would end the engagement unless she's, oh my god.........she can't be pregnant!!!

This is a total nightmare my heart is beating rapidly I am breathing heavily and I'm surprised the things connected to me are not going insane right now.

"Lena what's wrong!!" lacy yells to me.

"Richie........pregnant...........love oh my god" I started freaking out.

"Lena breath deep breaths" lacy said. I started taking deep breaths and my breathing slowed down along with my heart. "now tell me what's going on"

"Before I woke up the first time I saw my mom and she was telling me to look at both sides of the situation" I started.

"Wait Lena what are you talking about you saw your mom" Aliana said half asleep still.

"Lena just had a mental breakdown and she is telling me why"

"Well then continue" Aliana said.

"Well then she told me I could either stay with her or come back that was the last thing she said before she disappeared and I was thinking about what she said if Richie loves me he would have ended things with Becca but think about it why else wouldn't you leave your fiancé if you loved someone else."

They sat there looking at each other confused then Aliana looked at me with her eyes widened.

"Noooo she can't be... how Long until the wedding" Aliana said.

"A little less then 2 weeks" I said.

"Wait she can't be what" lacy said confused.

"She's pregnant lacy like a baby in the stomach" Aliana sarcastically said.

"I know what being pregnant means but Lena don't let this get to you and by the way the police want to talk to you about the accident to make sure you weren't texting or anything like that although it was the other persons fault for running through a red light" lacy said.

"Alright but where am I going to stay when I get out of here."

"At your house has this accident got to your brain." Aliana said.

I completely forgot I didn't tell them about the divorce being done. What are they going to think? How are think going to react? I never thought my life would get this confusing ever.

"Oh about that me and Carlos are getting a divorce" I said slowly, they gave me the look to continue so I did "I went back home today and instead of trying to work through our past argument he told me he basically had a women feast and got drunk so I walked out on him and got In the accident"

"Holy shit Lena this is crazy what has gotten into you lately, your changing so much on us it's not even funny what has Richie done to you for this to happen" Aliana said.