My Dirty Little Secret

Ch. 10

He cannot be getting married in two freaking weeks like that's just impossible. did he really think I would never figure this out. this is such a joke like a really big joke I could kill him for this like no joke. I will do something about this but they may call me a possessive freak but I will do whatever it takes to get rid of her. No I'm not going to kill her but believe me I have other things up my sleeve on what to do to her. But at the same time maybe I won't do anything to her maybe I will just just end us and forget everything that ever happened and we all live happily ever after although no one ever gets their perfect fairytale endings.

I started walking to my office and did my work and that's when I remembered I don't have my car with me. Oh shit how am I suppose to get home. I could take a cab but I don't have enough money with me. My gosh out of everything that could happen to me something simple as this is what's getting me pissed. God spare me now. I guess I have to suck it up and ask Richie for a ride or else I'm walking and will definitely not last in these heel for long.

It started getting late and I decided it was now or never to go to him. so as I walk to his office he was talking on the phone while he gave me a small smirk before hanging up the phone.

"Well well well what makes you stop in for a visit babe, stopped in because you just can't get enough of me yet" he said sarcastically.

"don't call me babe and I had enough of you ever since I walked up to your door and found out what you have been hiding, anyway I need a ride home or close to home because I don't have my car as you know because you had to put me IN YOUR TRUNK" I yelled to him.

"I can call you whatever I want to because you know you love it and I put you in my trunk because you were choosing not to admit that you still love me..."

"Why does it matter if i love you or not, your getting married in two weeks" I cut him off. He stayed silent "no words huh well then you must be hiding something not that I care but anyway I could have walked here instead of being thrown into the trunk"

"Then why don't you walk now" he bluntly said.

"It's a further walk then this morning was first off and" then he got up from his chair and began walking towards me as I began to stutter "and......and it's um dark out" he started undoing his tie slowly. "what....wh.....what are you doing" then he unbuttoned his collar.

"I'm just getting comfortable, remember that line, huh do ya" he said walking towards me even more. I stay silent and I don't move a single muscle. "no words I guess you do remember then do you remember this part" then he roughly connected our lips together.

I gave in and kissed him back and to make matters worse I glided my hands up his chest getting a deep groan to come from him as I tightly wrap my arms around his neck to deepen the kiss. I really shouldn't be saying this but I am still so in love with him I don't know what to do other then just give in if its the only way to be with him I guess this is my only option. But my only problem is is that he's getting married and there is nothing I can do about. Well there is but I'm still debating whether or not I should do it.

He backs us up onto the couch and he hovers on top of me but just as he was about to unzip the back of my dress I pushed him off of me.

"What's wrong Lena" he asked.

"I can't do this anymore, the feelings the sex and the sneaking around. come on Richie lets be real here your getting married in two weeks..." he opened his mouth to speak but I wouldn't allow him to "no don't say anything because you will try to say something to change my mind but please just don't 'cause you are just going to say I love you and you love me but if we really did love each other I would be getting a divorce and you would break off the engagement the second you knew you loved someone else." I got off the couch and began walking past him "I had a dream the other night before all of this happened that we had a family and we were happy Richie, but I guess that dajavu moment will never happen will it" he stood there looking down without moving a single muscle in his body. "I guess I will find another way home goodnight Richie see you tomorrow" I put my hand on his shoulder and have him a soft lingering kiss on the cheek before walking out of his office and into my own.