My Dirty Little Secret

Ch. 15

I woke up the next morning with a splitting head ache. I got up and rubbed my eyes to open them then slowly walked to the living room to see both aliana and lacy laying down on the couch. I quietly walked into the kitchen and took some Advil to get rid of this hangover. I got a glass and filled it with water and 6 pills to bring in to the sleeping beauty's on the couch. I put down the glass on the table and silently chuckled to myself about how ridiculous they looked. I walked over to the windows and opened the shades and immediately after I hear them both groaning and a big thump from aliana falling off of the couch.

"What the fuck" lacy said.

"Rise and shine girlys" I said.

"You sound like a white girl" aliana said "and last time a checked your Hispanic." She said while holding her head.

I giggled"Here take this"I said while handing her and lacy the Advil "well who cares but I have to go to the office today and pack my stuff you guys can stay here if you want but for some reason Fiona wants me to go alone" I said

I still want to know why she wanted for me to go alone but I really don't care. I wanted to pack my stuff alone anyways but Fiona must want to talk to me in private if she was so specific about what time to meet her there. She even left early yesterday while at the bar which was also strange but who am I to judge on being strange when my life style was having sex with any breathing guy (as long as they were not married). But that part of my life is over now. Even my life that I could have had with Richie is over now. I could honestly see us somewhat together especially after that dream I had of us together. But I will never get over the fact that he is engaged and soon to be a father. Damn it!!! Snap out of it Lena, Richie is nothing but the dirt you scraped off your shoe. It's over. He is never coming back. He is even getting married today. Once he says 'I do' it will officially be done and there will be no going back.

"We'll that's odd" lacy Said.

"I hope we are not being replaced" aliana said sarcastically. "'Cause if we are I will kill you"

"Correction WE will kill you" lacy immidiatly said.

I walked over to them and wrapped my arms around the both of them "no one can never and will never replace you guys. I love you guys so much sometimes even more then myself"

"Yeah and soon I'm going to need both of your support more then anything soon." Aliana said.

It took a while to register in my head what she meant. She was talking about the anniversary of our moms coming up in another few weeks "aliana we vowed for a reason to never leave each other. Our mothers memories are lived through us"

Lacy smiled "she's right you know"

"Ok thanks guys now can we please take a shower now we kind of smell like strait up alcohol" aliana begged

"Yeah I will go first since I have to go pack my office feel free if you have to wear my clothes since we had a very unexpected drunken sleepover"

We all laughed as I left to take a shower. Today will be my final goodbye of that place. I sound really dramatic I know especially after only what like 2 weeks but so much has happened there in only 2 weeks. But it's too much to say but every thing that did happened made me this way and I actually like be normal to be honest here but I still feel that there is something missing but I guess I will soon find out hopefully.

I get in the shower and wash my hair brush my teeth then get dressed in Jean shorts and a blue tank top with a white mini sweater over it and my blue high top converse sneakers I felt like a teenager. I went downstairs and realized only lacy was down there then I heard the shower on and thought aliana must have just got into the shower.