Music Class (Punk AU/Liam Payne)

One Day...or Two ~Liam

A/N: This chapter will be entirely in Liam's P.O.V

Enjoy! Love Me xx Lulu Payne~

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One Day...or Two ~Liam

I can't believe I told her 'see you'!? What the fuck is wrong with me, I want to avoid her, not see her. But, it was like something took over my body in that moment, something I had no control over, something that made me want her to look back at me. I hate this feeling in my stomach, this clenching feeling whenever I see her. Yesterday during Music class, I melted into the song. I felt like I could stay like that singing with her forever, it was mesmerizing.

"Liam, you seriously have been spacing out like some lovesick teenager these days! What have you been thinking about?" Louis inquires lifting up an eyebrow and smirking at me.

"What!? Lovesick teenager? You're fucking high dude, seriously! No, I have not been and I'm not thinking about anything." I defend quickly feeling like I was lying to them when I wasn't.

Louis holds up his hands innocently, and shrugs his shoulders as he looks around the campus. I hated the school, I hated everything about it, but I still came here, I don't even know why. I wanted to dropout this year, start a life away from them all, away from the memories, away from the stares, away from anything that reminded me of her. The fucked-up thing was though, everything reminded me of her. The way the sun shined on the trees, the way that small lit-up corners of the school reminded me of her. The moments that we stole together, the times where I thought I was the luckiest guy on earth to have her. If someone asked me if I hated her, I would lie and say I did, with all my heart. But the truth is I still love her, I love her so much that it kills me everyday. It's pathetic that I should still love someone like her, but I can't stop. After three years of happiness with someone that I thought I would spend the rest of my life with, you can't just let go of them that easily. I looked at the boys and saw them whispering amongst themselves. They kept staring at me and I knew it was probably because I spaced out again.

"I'm off guys, I need to do somethings." I lie and walk away from them making my way out of the campus grounds.

I see her coming towards me before I even notice who it is. Miranda Ryker was skipping class all on her own. And, she was walking right up to me a determined expression on her face.

"I need your help, it's urgent!" She almost demands from me putting her hands on her hips and standing a few feet away.

What was she playing at, why couldn't she leave me alone? I needed to get her off my mind, but the more she shows up the more I think about her, the more I just wanted to...touch her.

"No, now run along and leave me alone, you don't want to be around me so you can stop the act, none of the boys are around."

"No Payne, I don't want to be around you but guess what, stupid circumstances come up where I need to look for the devil to help." She retorts glaring at me venomously.

"What am I supposed to do about that, find someone else." I didn't want to help her, not now, not ever.

I didn't wait for her response I began moving in the other direction hoping that she would stay where she is, and not come after me. But of course, God and the rest of the fucking world were against me. So instead of staying in her place she comes after me and grabs my arms. The second that her skin touched mine a feeling of completeness covered me. It scared me that something so simple as a touch could make me feel this way. I snatched my arm away from her hand forcefully, I didn't like that she could do something like that to me.

"Don't touch me, ever again!" I growl at her stepping back, creating more distance between us.

Her eyes were dipped in fear when I looked at her again. I had scared her, really scared her. I wasn't going to hurt her, I just didn't want her to touch me. The look on her face caused my stupid stomach to clench again, why does it always do that?

"What the fuck do you need help with anyway?" I find myself asking her.

"Whatever, nothing!" She replies angrily walking past me.

This girl was seriously infuriating! One second she wants my help and another second she could care less about it! What the hell is a guy supposed to do? And her not wanting my help made me want to help her more.

"You are so infuriating I swear it's like you are bipolar! You were so committed to get my help and now you don't want it! Just tell me what the fuck you want!" I all but screamed after her, not taking any notice to those who stopped to stare.

"I'm infuriating!? I'm bipolar!? Look in a freaking mirror Payne! And I wanted to ask you for help with the piano! But don't even bother, I don't need you!" She screamed back, her face red with anger.

I looked at her took a deep breath and slowly walked up to her and stood closer to her then needed.

"Fine I will help you, I have nothing better to do, but just one day!" I found myself telling her. I had no idea what made me take her up on her offer but something was telling me help her, and I decided to listen to that voice.

Surprise covered her features for a second before they were replaced with a hard gaze.

"Great, we'll just go to Mrs. O'Neil's she gave me her key. And with that she stalks off expecting me to follow. It pissed me off that she thought she could control me, but I decided not to cause WWIII.

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"Okay, okay just stop! Here let me show you, move." I cut her off. After the first hour of practicing with each other we got more civil towards each other.

She moves aside and I sit next to her place my fingers on the correct keys. I played the intro of the song easily then stopped and signaled her to copy. She tried, but failed. What was so hard about playing the piano anyway?

"Jeez, here!" I was getting slightly irritated, but not with her, with me because I wasn't teaching her correctly.

I stood up and walked behind her and leaned in and place my hands over hers. She drew in an audible breath and didn't let it out. I don't think that I was even breathing. I try to ignore the feel of her in my arms. I tried to ignore the feeling that washed over my body every time we touched. I just wanted to let go of her, at least I wanted to feel like that. I tried, I tried so hard but I couldn't. I leaned in closer and closer until my nose was on the skin that connected her shoulder and neck. I breathed in her scent deeply and then ran out of the door. I just left before I did something else, something else I should feel regretful for but not feel any regret for at all.

What did I just do!? I raked my hands through my hair in worry. I can't be like this now! I won't let anyone fuck with me, not anymore. It took me three months to bury all my heartbreak, I don't need someone walking all over my already black heart, not now not ever. But what was she? This girl that comes out of no where. She has the voice of an angel but she is the devil, she wants me under her control so she can do whatever she wants with me, just like Danielle. But I was in too deep, she was a drug. To be finished with her and the desire I have for her, I needed to give in, right? I just needed one day...or two. Just a few days to allow myself to fall for her trap and make my mind clear up again. Just one day...or two.

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Love Me xx Lulu Payne~ 

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