Music Class (Punk AU/Liam Payne)

Run As Fast As You Can

Run As Fast As You Can

Liam's P.O.V


It wasn't like I wanted to kiss her, I just needed it, it was something that helped me take my mind off...her. So that was when, this thing, started. After getting high and making out with her, I ended up going to her more and more. At first it was just once or twice during the day, but then as the week went on I became more in need of that contact, because if I didn't find something to distract me, then I would probably be running to Miranda Ryker making up so shit about how I fucking missed her and how much I fucking needed her to be near me. But, that was all an illusion. I didn't fucking need her, and I sure as hell didn't fucking want her near me. I hated her.

"Liam!" I hear someone scream my name harshly.

"The fuck dude? You scream like a whore! What do you want?" I glare at Louis as I turn the corner of the hallway.

"I should be asking you the same thing! What the hell are you even doing with Sammi? I didn't even believe it when they told me you were shagging her, I didn't think you would stoop that low. But then, THEN I got on Instagram and I see all these pictures of you practically fucking her against the school walls. What is this?"

He glared at me hatefully his foot tapping impatiently against the ground. He was leaned up against the walls and he was just glaring at me. It shouldn't make me feel uncomfortable, since I am Liam fucking Payne but it did. I didn't like to be called out, especially when I knew the shit I was doing was fucked up.

"I'm not shagging her, yet. But it doesn't even matter, it isn't your fucking business. And you should try hooking up sometime mate." I smirked walking up to him and patting him on the shoulder, annoying him even more. "But it seems like you are too busy glaring at Harry and Ciara fucking, that's why you don't hook up anymore."

I knew I hit below the belt, but I wasn't feeling guilty. He called me out, accusing me of fucking the purple-haired bitch, when all I wanted to do was forget about life itself and run away.

"Fuck you Payne. I have no idea why the fuck Mindy is so hung up on you. You are just disgusting." He spat in my face before he turns on his heal and stalked off.

Mindy was hung up on me? What the hell is he going on about, she doesn't give two shits about me. I shake my head trying to shake the feeling of Mindy actually caring about me. I knew better then that, I knew better then to be sucked into a girls' lies. Anything that even dealt with love was a devil sent from fucking hell. Fuck Louis for ruining my normal mood. I hadn't felt the need to even see Sammi's face when I walked to school that day, but now, now I fucking needed to find her before I did something crazy like, begin looking for Mindy.


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"Where the hell have you been Malik? I barely see you around lately...too cool to hang out with me anymore?" I tried to joke, but just crash and burned.

He looked at me weirdly. This was one boy I could look to for everything no matter what was going on, but now he was scaring me. He was looking at his me, this weird, unreadable expression on his face.

"I hate you Liam." His voice was hard and he was looking me straight in the eyes.

"What the hell did I do now? 'I hate you' what is that supposed to mean?" I was trying to ignore the feeling that this wasn't something I'm supposed to take lightly, I didn't want to break in front of him.

"I hate you means fuck you Liam. I can't stand to even see your fucking face, I don't even want to be around you. I. Hate. You." He was being stern and it was scaring me, where was my friend?

The carefree boy that stood by me and didn't question me about anything? Where was he? He didn't even wait for me to respond. He walked past me and shoved his shoulder against mine, it hurt more then it should have. Knowing that Zayn hated me...it ripped me apart. But sadly, I didn't feel pain. My heart was numb for 5 months, I felt nothing, I didn't even feel the hate that my best friend had for me. First Miranda, then Louis, and now Zayn, how many people are on this earth to make sure I live a miserable life? Are there anymore left, or was Zayn the last one?

"Hey Sexy." The annoying, high-pitched, devil's voice sounded, breaking through my depressing thoughts.

Sammi Peazer pranced over to me smiling like she was the happiest person in the world. I couldn't deny that I used her because she was an option, but she was one of the best options. She had a unique, angular face that made her intriguing. Her eyes were such a piercing green that you would think they were photoshopped. She was hot, very fucking hot, and she looked nothing like her sister, and nothing like Mindy. That's why I grabbed her waist when she got close enough, crushed her to my body, and slammed my lips to hers letting my tongue enter her not waiting for permission.

"You always know how to charm me don't you babe?" Her breath came out shallow when we finally broke apart.

I smile the most fake and believable smile I could pull off and let go of her body, stepping away to create some type of distance between her. I didn't like being too close to her, I only needed her to lose my mind, to forget about everything. She was great...at fucking, and kissing, and blowing, and doing everything that made my mind go blank. That's why I kept her next to me. There really wasn't any other reason. Really.


**


"Why do you do it?" Niall asks as he walks up to me for the first time in days.

I was used to the boys hating me. Louis wasn't ever around me anymore, whenever I saw him he was always with...her. Zayn was nowhere. I hadn't seen a glimpse of his quiff since the time he told me he hated me. Harry was too busy with his fucking girlfriend that he just forgot about all of us, and Niall, Niall barley looked me in the eyes, even thoughts stayed with me he, he just never looked me in the eyes.

"Why do I do what?" I was asked this way too many fucking times in the past month that it was slowly pissing me off.

"Why the fuck do you run away from everything? You pushed everyone away, you did it out of nowhere!" He was angry, but his eyes were filled with sadness and pain, they worried for me.

Niall may look like me, he may have piercings, he may have tattoos that covered every inch of his body, and he was one to change the color of his hair every few weeks, right now he seemed obsessed with lilac, but he was a teddy bear. He was a softie, and it wasn't a secret if you talked to him. I noticed the look in his eyes and saw how everything I did was hurting him. I didn't like knowing that I was the reason for the pain in his eyes, but there was nothing I could do about it, I was put on this world to cause pain for others.

"Fuck off Niall, I'm not in the mood to have some heart to heart conversation with you."

"Well guess what Payne. You're going to. What happened last month? You and Mindy were doing great then all of a sudden you flip out on her and get all bitchy."

"Bitchy?! You did not just say I was being bitchy Niall! What the fuck man?"

"Liam Payne you are being bitchy and you know it. You walk around school and flaunt this whore around, kissing her, and doing everything with her. You don't even think about how Zayn must feel, you probably sure as hell don't give two shits about how Mindy is feeling. You Liam Payne are currently the definition of a bitch. Don't think I don't know what is going on, don't think I don't know what this is all about." Niall snarls at me before getting up and walking away leaving me alone without even a backwards glance.

That's when I snapped. I just turned around and left. I was worthless and now, even Niall knew it. I left without even thinking about anything but getting away. Away from all the hatred and evilness of my life. I didn't know where I was running but I kept running. I kept running until I could barely breath and my knees buckled underneath me and I fell to the ground on my knees choking to catch my breathe.



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A/N: I know it is a short chapter, but it was necessary. Niall owned Liam don't you think?! It broke my heart to write this chapter...and honestly if you didn't see it coming with Sammi...I worry for you. Lol, jk! Please don't hate me, it won't be getting any worse...or will it! I would really appreciate some comments and feedback, no one likes my stuff *sobs*. Sorry for the late update! Just fuck school okay! Please vote and comment!
Love Me xx Lulu Payne~