Chapter two

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Darius' PoV

"Get dressed and get out" I tell the blue eyed, skinny boy on my bed. I just fucked him and now he needs to go. "W..what?" He questions but I'm not playing this game, "I told you in the coffee shop what this was, don't start thinking because I had your ass I want you around. Now move!" Harsh I know but after yet another unsatisfactory fuck I don't care. "Ok, I just thought-" I cut him off "no, you knew what this was and now your trying to worm your way in. I know you've been watching me in the coffee shop for weeks but this is not your way into my life. I was horny, you were there, simple as that. I'm not cruel I warned you it would be like this" he nods knowing I'm telling the truth. He dresses quickly after and leaves.

I lie on my couch and stare at my ceiling, it's always the same, they never fully satisfy me. I know why, it's my own personal hellion called Ben Wallace. I have loved that boy for years, first it was a brotherly love, I used to hang out with him when he came home from school. But by the time he turned fifteen I couldn't deny it any longer, I felt attracted to my best friends younger brother. I panicked and decided the only way I could keep my hands off the little beauty was to go to college. I just couldn't keep looking at those innocent, beautiful, sea blue eyes or his soft, plump, kissable lips without wanting to touch him. I couldn't be around his sweet loveable personality without falling in love with him more and more each day. I separated myself from him gradually and let him live his own life.

It was hell, I hated it I wanted to be around him but Rick would kill me if I had any association with his little brother. My biggest problem was that he was too young, I was eight years older than him for crying out loud. I started getting attention from good looking men in college so I decided I would get my sexual frustration taken care of by going out with some of them. It never worked, sure I keep trying, all the while telling myself that one of them will spark my interest enough but if I'm being honest how could they when I pick men the exact opposite of him. He's so beautiful, clever, honest, funny, nice... I could go on, while they are dull, boring and not to be rude, stupid but that's the point, I don't want them, I want him.

Now at nineteen he's just sex on legs to top off his amazing personality and I don't think I'm going to keep away, rules be damed, Rick can deal and don't even start about that thing he calls a boyfriend, I'm setting my sights on my end goal. Ben Wallace.

My phone rings and it's Rick, "hey man, what's up?" I ask. "I'm going to kill that little prick. I swear to god if Theo wasn't around he'd be six feet under" he rants and I don't even have to ask who he's talking about. I sigh "I know dude but what can we do he wants to be with him" I answer. "I can kick his fucking ass that's what, I can drag Ben home, kicking and screaming if I have to-" Will, Bens "boyfriend" must have done something big this time. "What'd he do" I ask knowing I'm probably not going to like the answer.

"He was over at the office earlier while Ben was working and when Ben walked out to use the bathroom I came out of my office, only to see him with his hands on Patrick's ass flirting with him. I went to intervene but Patrick pushed him away, told him to fuck off  and that he was a prick who doesn't deserve Ben. Do you know what the little fucker answered to that, he told him Ben was cool with it. He's lucky Ben decided to return at that moment or he was getting it off me. So I waited until the slime ball left and I called Ben in, I told him about what'd I'd seen. He got a bit upset but left to phone him. When he came back he told me that, Will said he knew I was there and he was only doing it to wind me up for a laugh. That fucking lying piece of shit and what's worse is Ben always believes him over us, we're his family for crying out loud" he sounds really upset but it's not the first time I've received these phone calls.

I am getting really annoyed at Will but also at Bens behaviour. Since I started college he's become a real asshole toward me and I took it because I love him so much but this attitude toward his brothers, Theo included, is new. It's like the only person he likes anymore is Kate. I'm going to man up and talk to Rick so I ask can I come over, he laughs at me and says "since when have you ever fucking asked" but I'm not joking so I reply "can you gather Theo and Lorcan, I have something I need to talk to all of you about. It's kind of serious". There's a pause on the other line before good, kind hearted Rick comes to the front "what's wrong Dar, you know we are here for you don't you?"

I can only hope that was true once they learned the truth but I'm not discussing this over the phone so I sigh yet again and say "I know but I hope you can remember that once I talk to you, you and the guys are my family and I need you in my life" "your scaring me. Do you need us to come to you?" He asks. "No and don't be scared I'm not sick or anything like that, you just might not.. Look I really want to talk to you face to face, make sure Ben is not home please" he promises that it'll just be the three of them as I asked and we hang up.

I take a shower to wash the smell of sex off me, I don't think they'd take too kindly to that, me stinking of another man as I confess my love for the brother they see as a son. I get on the road ten minutes later and arrive quickly, I live quiet close by because Rick insisted as he always does. If I hadn't Rick in my life I would still be in my crappy little world, he helped with my college fees that my scholarship didn't cover, he helped me get my business started, he's been my rock since I met him at the age of twenty. Now seven years later I can only hope he doesn't take what I tell him today as a sign that I'm throwing it all up in his face. I take a deep breath and think 'here it goes the afternoon that could change everything' as I walk through the door.

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