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Bens PoV
"Come on babe, please" he whispers yet again but I refuse "no, I told you, I'm not ready for it. You can't keep asking me to do something I'm not ready for" I know he wants to have sex, heck it's all he ever wants to do. We've been together for six months and everyday we're together it's the same thing and I'm getting fed up of it. We meet, go to his place because he never wants to go anywhere else, we start watching a movie and that leads to making out. Then he starts asking me to have sex but I just don't want him to be my first. I can't tell him this of course so I keep telling him I'm not ready.
"Your such a little cock tease and I'm getting sick of it Ben" Will states as he moves off of me. I'm not trying to be a cock tease but I don't feel it with him. Sure we've fooled about a bit but that was mostly because I feel like I have to so he won't get angry at me for saying no. "I'm sorry Will but I'm just not there yet-" I start only to be interrupted by him "just shut the fuck up, your useless. All you do is hang off your brothers, your not a real man. 'Oh Rick said this, Lorcan said that or worse fucking twink face Theo said bla bla bla'. You are a baby who can't even make up his own mind about sex, get the fuck out you piece of crap" he yells at me and I feel tears fill in my eyes.
He looks at me with pure rage in his eyes as I stand to get fixed up. As soon ask finish he grabs my arm hard and drags me to the door "get out fucker" he says as he pushes me out in the cold. I'm full on crying now but he doesn't care as he slams the door in my face. I walk quickly back to my dorm room, I decided to move into for college despite my brothers attempts to make me stay. I wanted to be independent but it looks like I didn't achieve it if Wills words are anything to go by. When I get there I shower because I can still smell him all over me. Not wanting to dwell on his horrible words I settle into study for three hours and after I compose a piece for the piano, it takes away the hurt. I know I could ring any of my brothers to talk or come get me but that would defeat the purpose of being independent.
I go to bed and try not to cry, I don't want to be like this. Will is right I'm a big baby because all I want right now is one of, any one of my brothers to comfort me. I've been so lonely here and I've barely made friends because every time I do they separate themselves from me once they meet Will. He's the only one who's stuck by me and now he's gone too I'm all alone. I pick up my phone and look at it, I need to here a joke from Lor, comforting words from Rick or the sweet soft sound of Theo's voice. In my deepest heart of hearts I know the only person I really want to talk to is Dar but just as I go to press the unlock screen to call one of them there's banging at my dorm room door.
I get up and run to it so the guys next door won't be woken by it. When I do I see a slightly drunk Will leaning against the wall "what do you want?" I ask getting angry at him. "Babe, let me in" he says. "No just go away Will. I'm done with you" I tell him as I start to close the door. "Oh no your not, your mine little baby benny like it or not" he orders as he pushes me aside and walks into my room. I have no choice but to let him in, he's drunk but he can still over power me in seconds. I'm not frightened but I'd rather not anger him either. He flops down on my couch and covers his eyes "you really are stupid little baby Ben, I'm not just letting you go" I am shocked by his words he's being so mean and cruel but I think it's because he's drunk.
"Look, just sleep out here and when you sober up in the morning you can leave" he nods his head no as he looks at me "I'm sleeping with my little cry baby Ben so shut up. I have no respect for you, your so worthless, little, run to his big bad brothers, cry baby Ben" he taunts me and his words hurt "see even now your crying what good are you to anyone Ben, won't even give up that virgin ass. Well I'll just have to change that won't I, come here, sexy little baby Ben" I run for the bedroom door but he moves faster than I can and grabs me by my hair.
I kick back and get his shin, I'm not going down without a fight and even though I'm small, he is not getting away with hurting me physically. I turn while he's distracted and kick him in the bollocks and I dash into my room. I grab my phone and call the cops knowing they are closer to me than anyone else. Next I call the campus security. He's banging on my door with such force now that I know I've angered him so I pick up the only thing I can find which is my book bag. The door cracks and I know the last thing on his mind is sex, he wants to get revenge in fist form so I prepare myself.
The door eventually gives in and bursts open, he's slightly dazed by this so I take my chance and swing the bag at his head, I miss. The only fucking thing I had to do was hit him but I missed. He runs at me and I dodge him determined now that he's not getting to put his hands on me. "You little bitch how dare you kick me in my nuts. Oh your going to pay for that one Ben, all you had to do was let me have your ass one fucking time and then I was done with you. But no, little prude ass Ben is 'waiting for the right time'" he says the last part in a mocking tone. I'm still dodging him as he grabs for me.
I turn left and scramble over the bed but he grabs my leg and pulls me back. I fall straight onto my wrist and it cracks but it's not going to stop me. I kick out at him and he happens to be bending down toward me so I connect with his nose. I feel glee when I see the blood start to ooze out of it but it's short lived when he punches me in the ribs, I know he broke at least one. I scream out in pain but still fight back, I'm not going down, fuck him. He roars and grabs my hair slamming my head into the leg of my bed as I scrape my nails down his cheek leaving blood marks. Then he's ripped away from me and I sigh in relief as two security men hold him down. We're both a mess but I am pretty proud that I didn't wimp out, no, I fought back as best I could.
The room fills with people and soon enough we are being whisked off to the accident and emergency room. As soon as we get there he is taken to a separate room accompanied by two policemen while two accompany me to my room. The curtain is pulled back and I want to cry with relief as Tegan, Lorcan's best friend appears. She is a doctor in this a&e and boy am I glad she's on tonight. "Jesus, Ben what happened to you" she rushes to me and takes me into her chest. I'm comforted by her and I tell her "Will, he came to my place drunk. He said I should have let him have sex with me and we got into a physical fight" I refuse to say he beat me because I gave as good as I got in my eyes. I mean he's in the hospital too right?.
Tegan has to be held back after hearing this and I had to remind her I was hurt and needed medical attention in order to get her to relax. If this is her reaction I dread what the guys are going to be like.
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