Out of Hand (One Direction/Harry)

Chapter 20: Uncomfort Zone

I jump off of him and put my dress back on. My subconscious is starting to sink in and I'm starting to feel so disgusting and guilty. Harry moves to the driver's seat, and I hope he feels as awkward as me.

"Here." He says as he hands me a napkin.

"What?" I don't know why I would need napkin for, maybe my face is dirty.

"To clean yourself, you know, down there." What the fuck Harry?

"Why would I ne.." He doesn't let me finish

"Because you we're fucking rubbing on me and you're obviously wet!" Why does he need to be so mean?I touch myself and realize I'm actually wet so I take the napkin, clean myself and throw it away. We take off as soon as I get in the car.

I can't believe what I've done. I'm so fucking stupid I literally couldn't fuck up worse than this, I was over making out with him already. And now this, I am so fucking done like this is unbelievable. Why did I have to let him touch me? I snorted some molly that wasn't even reason enough. What am I going to do about Daniel, I have to get away from Harry he is no good for me. He just wants my body and I can't deal with him! I don't even know why his touch has such a big effect on me, but not anymore I can't take the risk of falling for someone who won't care about me. This fucking sucks.

"I'm starving, I'll stop at taco bell or something." He says interrupting my inner conflict.

"Okay." I notice my voice breaking. Why am I crying? Again.

"What's wrong now?" His tone sounds so annoyed.

"Nothing." Maybe I'm upset because we made out and I'm cheating on my boyfriend and my friend likes you and I keep fucking up.

"You shouldn't cry because you did something you like, anyway, I'm not going to tell. Just stop crying Raine." Harry's feeling sorry for me now? He should've thought of that before seducing me or giving me molly.

"But..." He doesn't let me finish.

"What you don't know, won't hurt you." He says as he enters the drive through.

"Two original taco's, hard with no tomatoes and peach iced tea." I say before he asks me.

He repeats what I say and orders something for him. I manage to eat and cry at the same time, I don't even mind crying in front of him anymore. 

"How long until we get there?" I say and put the trash in the bag.

"Like an hour and a half." He says and I yawn.

...

I wake up when Harry's entering my driveway. As soon as he parks I get out.

"Thanks." I can see the smirk on his face. "For the ride I mean." 

"Oh, I'm staying." He gets out of the car.

"No you're not, leave now." I walk closer to the door.

"You wouldn't want Acacia to be mad with me?" God fucking Acacia.

I ignore him and walk inside the house making my way to my room.

"Someone came to see you. Yay." I say with the less enthusiastic tone I could use.

 I throw my bag in the small couch inside my room and sit on it while I check my phone for texts. My actions are interrupted by the sound of kisses. I look up and see one of Harry's hand on Acacia's small back, moving my eyes towards the other hand I notice his fingers squeezing her butt. I can't help but rewind in my mind what happened at the beach. My dirty thoughts are interrupted by Harry's glare burning in to me. The smirk on his face makes a wave of anger overcome my body. He was just making me drown in pleasure like two fucking hours ago, and now he's touching my best friend. His lips move to her ear and he whispers something to her, they get out of the room.

Sick fucking bastard.

[Omg I  didn't really like this chapter, but it's short so whatever. I just didn't want to leave you guys waiting for an update. ANYWAY I haven't been updating because I've been really busy and my parents tricked me into thinking they gave my dog away and I cried for like 5 hours and puked and I WAS DEPRESSED. I've also been trying to build the structure for the rest of the story. AND OMG 1000 READS IN 20 CHAPTERS I DIDN'T THINK I WOULD GET 1000 READS. Thanks so much and please leave your feedback and vooootee!! Yay. I'll be updating tomorrow or the day after.(omg i thought i had published this yesterday like im so stupid)]