Out of Hand (One Direction/Harry)

Chapter 21: Zaine

As soon as they get out I throw myself in the bed and frustration drowns my entire body. I am so disgusted by him and his acts. How does he just jump from one girl to another? But, why do you let him jump on me? 

My phone buzzes.

It's a text from Daniel.

I won't be able to go to your house, I'm not feeling very well. Tomorrow?

The thought of texting him back annoys me, so I just lay down and close my eyes. Memories of Harry's touch don't leave my mind, making me tighten my legs. My dirty act is interrupted by the sound of the door opening. I immediately close my eyes to pretend I'm sleeping.

"I know you're not sleeping, I saw you move." It's Zayn.

I slowly straigthen up and he slides to the edge of my bed.

"First, Why the fuck is Harry's car parked in your driveway, and why are you dressed like that?" Zayn's expression starts to look preoccupied.

"Um, I was surfing with him and he's staying to hang out with Acacia." I say.

"Why do you look so upset? You don't, you know, like him right?" Oh God Zayn no.

"No, I'm just, tired or I don't know." I try to sound as normal as possible.

"Come on Raine, what's on your mind?" Fuck Zayn don't insist.

"Nothing really." I force a small smile and move to the couch, he does too.

"Oh well, I kinda did something to..." I don' let him finish.

"I kissed him again, well, he kissed me and the I like, ugh, we were like dry humping and I'm so stressed." The lump in my throat gets bigger every word I say. "I feel like shit I can't believe I've done this again, like what kind of person cheats on her boyfriend twi..." Zayn's arms pull me to his chest, his arms are around me.

"No one has to know Rai. You're a good person, you know what you're doing. Calm down." His words are such a relief for me. I lean my head on my shoulder, the tip of my nose is touching his neck and I can smell the cologne, sweat, and cigarettes on him.

I am hardcore sobbing. Why do I keep crying over stuff like this? 

I grab the small pillow on the edge of the couch and put it on Zayn's lap. I put my head on it and look at him.

"Tell me about what you were going to tell me." I say as I wipe my tears away.

"It's not important really." He says and grabs a lock of hair.

"Tell me." I demand, he starts sucking on my ends.

"Oceane and I, did stuff." 

"Oh my God! What stuff?" I am actually so excited.

"It's nothing really." He's blushing.

"Zayn Malik!" I shout. "Tell me now!"

"We were, making out, you know the usual. And then she smiled at me, you know the one without teeth that makes her dimples show just a little. And then she looked down, and I didn't know what to do, because I wasn't sure if she meant me or her. So then she grabbed my hand, and put it between her legs. I was having a party inside my head. So I was like touching her and she came and even though it was over the clothes. I don't know it's something you know?" His smile doesn't leave for a moment. 

"Oh my God Zayn, she totally wants you." I laugh.

He tells me more about what's been going on with Oceane and I feel a lot more calmed with Zayn around. I text Daniel back and tell him to pick me up tomorrow. Zayn agrees on staying until Oceane comes back because he drove her to her friends house and saw Liam's car and he's kind of paranoid. I assure him Liam and Oceane are just friends and after a while of nothing else to say, I fall asleep.

[ZAINE time? Get it, Raine plus Zayn yay! So I hope you notice how close they both are yay! Anyway, ALMOST 100 VOTES? OMG THANKS SO MUCH. Please keep on voting and please please please leave your feedback I am literally begging you it's like so important to know if you're liking it or not and what you think and everything omg. I'm also thinking into doing a character video, like showing the characters and stuff, but I'm not sure yet.]