Out of Hand (One Direction/Harry)

Chapter 31: Olivia and Alexandra

Harry's POV

After dropping Raine off, my phone vibrates and I receive a text from Niall.

Pick me up, I gotta talk to you. 

What can Niall would want to possibly do on a bloody Monday? I text him back.

On my way, wait outside.

I drive to Niall's house which is only about three miles away from Raine's. He's eating his nails when I arrive.

"Drive to your house, we're smoking pot!" He sits on the passenger seat and puts his white bag inside his hoodie's pocket.

"I don't smoke on weekdays, plus my parents are probably home." I start to drive anyway.

"They're all at the country club, my dad told me." He blurts out.

"Why don't you smoke at your house then?" I just want to relax with no bloody pot.

"My mum didn't go." He says.

I nod and drive to my house, ignoring everything Niall says because I really don't give a fuck right now. 

"How's Raine?" He says getting my attention instantly.

Did she tell him?

"I don't know, she's fine I guess. Why are you asking me?" I ask.

"She's your tutor." He says.

"Oh." I sigh in relief before entering my driveway.

I turn the engine off and grab my bag before getting out of the car.

"Why is Zayn here?" Niall asks, looking towards the bench next to my door.

Panic and annoyance start forming inside me. "I guess we'll have to figure out." I respond to Niall.

I swear if this shit is about Raine I'm going to fucking explode.

"What are you doing here?" I ask as I dig for the keys to my house.

"You know why." He says and stands up like a fucking idiot waiting for me to open the door.

"I'll be near the pool." Niall says before leaving.

I don't open the door for him.

"What the fuck is your problem?" He says and I walk to the small fridge to open a bottle of water.

"I have no fucking problem. What's yours?" I ask before taking a gulp of water to calm myself before I beat the shit out of this old friend.

"My fucking problem is you fooling around with Raine." 

"Can you move the fuck on? We hook up once in a while! Big fucking deal." I shout and then bring the bottle back to my mouth. "I haven't even gotten her naked." I add

"It is a big fucking deal! You only notice her tits and big arse but she's just a little girl." He raises his voice.

"What the fuck is that supposed to mean?" I ask because I have no fucking idea what this little argument is leading to.

"You're gonna fuck her up, and get her killed! Just like you did to Olivia! That's what it means." He says and I can feel physical pain inside my chest.

"How dare you little piece of shit bring that up! How can you even mention her? What the fuck is wrong with your fucking mind. Don't you even try to compare Olivia with Raine." I grab the water bottle again and take multiple gulps because I really don't want to hurt him.

"She got on that car to chase after you an..." I don't let Zayn finish.

"It's funny how you're bringing my shit up, but here you are sitting on the couch, threatening me. While I can tell Oceane about Alexandra, right now if I want to. Tell me, how does it feel to be the father of a dead baby? How does it feel to make a women abort for your sake? Because losing someone you love sure as hell feels like shit. I don't know about you, but I think that's some messed up shit." I say and a lot of anger is relieved by my cruel words.

"You wouldn't dare." He tells me.

"Yes I would." I take one last gulp before looking for another water bottle.

"I'm done." He says.

"So am I." I repeat.

 "I tried to take responsibility for my actions, and the choices I made were wrong. I feel like shit every time I remember it and I would take it all back if I could. That's why I'm here arguing with you." Zayn is standing on his feet, but he sits back down. 

God why can't you fucking leave already?

"I don't need your life lessons Zayn." I open the bottle and swallow the cold water once more.

"Just leave her alone. You're intentions are bad and damaging." He says.

How can he say my intentions are damaging? I'm not damaging her, we're both getting the same amount of benefit from whatever we are.

"The thing about this argument is the you didn't even ask me about her. You came straight up to my house and start calling me shit. You don't even know if I actually like her." I snap.

"You're dating Acacia." His words almost make me choke.

"No I'm not."

"Everyone thinks you are."

"Well, I am not."

"You're hooking up with her too." He snaps.

"Barely." I snap back

"That's exactly my point! You're a jerk, and I'm your friend and all. But she's just a girl cheating on her boyfriend and you're just confusing her." His words are so stupid just like him. He talks to me like he was a fucking idiot when he went to high school.

"I'm done talking about this, get out." I snap

"Will you stop?" He asks before standing up.

"Whatever just leave." I blurt out.

"Will you?" He repeats.

"Yes I will fucking stop! Leave, now!" I shout pointing at the door.

He leaves and as soon as he closes the door I throw the water bottle to the floor making it wet the floor. But I don't give a fuck. I start walking towards my bathroom as I undress this bloody clothes. The hot water gives burn my skin, I pull my hair back with my fingers. When I start spreading soap all over my tensed body I can only think about Raine's hips against mine. Bloody perfect. But then I can feel Olivia's lips whispering in my ear. I rush out the shower and change, I can't go back to hallucinating with her. Not now, not here. I walk to were Niall is, he's sitting on a pool chair looking at the pool with his joint between his fingers. I sit next to him.

"Give me one." 

[Sorry for not updating soone ya'll must hATE ME HAHA but it's ok. I hope you liked Harry's POV and omg these boys hAVE DARK PASTS IKR OMG. Oh well, vote, comment, and ilyyy]