Out of Hand (One Direction/Harry)

Chapter 4: Careless

[A lot of sensitive Raine is going to happen in this chapter. I hope you like it <3]

We leave and I put the shirt on. It's so cold inside the car and I'm soaking wet. I move my knees up to my chest and cover them under the shirt, I put my head down and I suddenly feel like crying. Fuck, I can't cry in front of Harry, he's Harry, and he'll hold it against me.

He turns the radio on, turns the A/C off and lowers the car's windows. I feel the warm salty air on the my skin and it's great. I turn my head left and stare at Harry's body, he's so fit, he has a couple of tattoos.

"Enjoying what you see?" He asks mockingly and I analyze his body once more.

"You have four nipples. How is that enjoyable?" I tell him very calmly because if I shout I might cry.

"It is and you know it." He says as he digs his hand inside the cup holder for a minute and drags out a fag. I raise my eyebrow as he places it on the car's lighter.

"I didn't know you smoked." I say through my teeth before I straigthen up. I count to ten in my mind and take the cigarette before he does.

I stick it into my mouth for a split second and then inhale it all into my lungs, I feel so relaxed now, I hold it for another spit second an casually blow it out. I do this once more so I can calm down and I hand him the cigarette.

"We are getting to know each other better each day." He says as he takes the cigarette from my hand.

"I'm not interested on getting to know you Harry, I just want to get to Daniel's fucking house. I'm so fucking tired and to be honest I don't like you." I inform him.

He stays quite for a second as he exhales the smoke from the fag. "You didn't seem to dislike me that much when I was touching you at the pier." He's so honest.

And it's true, I liked it when he touched me. I almost wished he would never stop, but he did and he's back to being a fucking jerk.

"Fuck off." I shout and put my head back down on my knees.

I try to hold the tears in put I'm crying and I can't stop.

I hate Harry, but I hate Daniel and Acacia and Fara. How could they let me in the beach with Harry alone? What if he wasn't there to drive me back? God they suck. I can't believe them, I would never do that to them.

"Fuck, Raine don't cry, I didn't mean to offend you or anything." He says and I can hear the regret in his voice.

I pull my head up and rub the tears off of my face.

"Don't act like you're no happy to see me cry, and even if you are it wouldn't mater because I'm not crying because of you!" I say and look at him. "I'm crying because I'm half naked in a car with you and my boyfriend and best friends let me in a beach to run away for the police of whatever. I'm not fucking crying because of you. God! You do have a big pride! You are th.." I'm interrupted.

"Fuck!" He shout looking at his phone and hitting the steering wheel.

"Yes fuck you!" I shout back at him.

"No, fuck, my phone's dead. How are we getting back?" He asks as he pulls over.

God why do you make me spend time with a jerk?

"I don't know, figure it out." I say very rudely.

"Come on Raine, I don't live here and I don't know the bloody routes! You do." He sounds really worried.

"I never drive! I don't either, stop at a diner or something." I say calmly so he calms down.

He nods and we stop at the next Five Guys.