Out of Hand (One Direction/Harry)

Chapter 30: Against Me

“Get out Raine.” Zayn says.

“No. Why?” I ask, but I already know why. His eyes look so angry.

“Because Harry and I are going to talk.” He snaps.

“No, I’m staying.” I snap back at him.

“No, get out!” Zayn’s now shouting. 

“I’m staying.” I repeat.

“Fine.”

“Fine.”

“This little shit you two have going on has to stop.” Zayn's fingers point at us.

Harry chuckles at Zayn’s words. “Mind your own business Malik.” Harry’s body moves towards the table and he starts picking up all his books. 

The feeling of his body rocking against me can’t get out of my mind.

“I swear to God Raine! If you two keep this up I’m telling Daniel.” The words coming out of Zayn's mouth make my body drown with Anger.

How dare him threaten me? I covered his shit up all the time just to make Oceane think he’s a good guy. Not once I mentioned telling Oceane, and this is how he pays me.

“You little fucking shit! Are you in fucking sane? I’m your friend since fucking freshman year and here you fucking are threatening me. I never threatened you when you were hooking up with all those fucking whores while you were dating my sister, not once. I defended you! What happened to the ‘You know what you’re doing’? You literally owe me. I am the one always protecting your relationship.” I pause because I’m out of air. “Just leave. Harry’s is driving me.” 

“No he’s not.” I ignore his statement and grab my bag. As I walk to the door Zayn grabs my wrist and I turn to see him.

“I just can’t wait to see Daniel’s and Acacia’s face when they hear about this.” Zayn waits for my words of apology to come out, for me to beg him not to tell. But Harry speaks making him loose the grip on my wrist. 

“Don’t even dare to say shit about this. You know why.” Harry threatens him putting his finger right in front of his face. 

I let Harry walk in front of me.

I don’t even care how stupid I look letting Harry drive me back home. I am so frustrated and hurt by the idea of Zayn, who I thought was my best friend betraying me that way. I mean you’re supposed to get the love you give. I could go home and tell Oceane everything he did when he was a senior and ruin his little fairytale shit ass relationship, but I won’t because I know it’s not my fucking place.

By the time we get on the car Harry hasn’t said a word, and that’s okay with me. 

“Are you okay?” Harry finally speaks.

“Yea, I’m just mad.”

“Is that all?” 

“And maybe a little nervous.” I add.

“He won’t tell, don’t worry.” Harry sounds so sure. 

“How are you so sure?” 

“Because I know the he won’t tell, for sure." 

Everything I hear come out of Harry’s mouth is greatness. I don’t really know how to explain it, but he just makes everything sound so wise. He can make the shittiest comment sound like he’s reading it from the Bible. He’s that kind of person that you see sitting on a bench in the middle of a huge crowd and he’ll just sit there with a cigarette on his hand and make you wonder what he’s thinking about. He’s like that book you keep reading because you really want to know what the real meaning is, but you can’t, because it’s either too deep for you to understand, or it simply doesn’t have one. 

“What’s on your mind?” 

“Nothing.” You maybe.

“Tell me.” He demands.

“You’re like book.” I finally say.

“What does that mean Raine?”

“Nothing.”

“Okay then.”

“Okay.” I repeat.

“You’re too good to him.” He blurts out making me jump a little.

“He’s good with me too.” I defend Zayn.

“Didn’t seem like it.” 

“He’s just mad at me.”

“Because you’re having fun?” My stomach starts to tickle at the memories of what just happened.

“Because I’ve never done stuff like that, I don’t sneak around and I don’t cheat and he’s not used to that.” I say honestly

“So you’re saying he’s going to have to get used to it because we’re going to keep on doing it?” Harry asks.

“No, this was it.” 

“Why?”

“Because it’s wrong, and we’re only missing three more sessions so we’re not going to have a chance to..um.. you know.”

“Sure.” He chuckles. “It’s funny because Zayn said our little shit has to stop. It’s funny because we don’t have a little shit going on.”

“I know.” I lie and fake a small laugh.

What are we then Harry?

“How’s Acacia?” I ask in attempt to make this less awkward.

“I don’t even know. She told me she’s back home.”

“Yes she is.” I inform him.

 “I guess I won’t be able to visit you anymore.” I notice his grin from the corner of my eye.

“I guess not.”

“We’ll see about that.” He says as he finally pulls over.

"Thanks for the ride." I say as I get out.

"It's becoming a habit." Harry says and I wave goodbye before walking inside.

I shower, washing away Harry's touch, and wash my hair before texting Daniel and falling asleep. I can't wait to see my parents tomorrow.

[I hope you liked it!! Next chapter will be a little different. Vote and comment omg. ZAYN IS PISSED WHAT DO YOU THINK HE'LL DO. A LOT OF DRAMA IS YET TO COME OMG YES]