Shadow

Chapter 8 He's... Sensative?

I woke up to his morning breath. It isn't as bad as it was the first time. It was smelt gross yet it made me want him more. Then he opened his eyes. They were a bit red from just waking up and he looked like last night was the first time he's slept in weeks. Then he smiled. I didn't know why but I didn't want it to go away. His lips looked so kissable. I forgot I was mad at him and why.... Why was I mad at him. I don't even know. I don't want to remember. I didn't want him to go. I wanted to stay like this forever. Where I could just--

"Like what you see" he knocks me out of my thoughts.

My mouth is dry so all I can do it nod. He chuckles. God! His laugh in the morning is so sexy!

Would it be a crime if I just kissed him. He is my boyfriend still... Is he? He is the father of my child. Maybe I should go in for a kiss and see what he does-- wait!

Melanie.... Did she leave or is she still here. Maybe I should get up and see if she's here. Or should I clean the kitchen. Maybe Melanie did that last night when I was with Shadow.

What about-- my thoughts are ended when Shadow's lips meet mine. I've missed those lips. God they taste good. I haven't spoken in a while. Is that why he kissed me.

To get my attention. Who cares right. Because I'm kissing him. That's all that matters right now. Right?

"I was scared" he starts after he pulls away. Noooo come back I wasn't done kissing you. Wait what did he just say?

" you're what?"

" I was.... I got scared"

"About?"

"About being a dad..... My dad wasn't a good one so I got scared I'd be just like him. So I went to my mom's for a while. I didn't want to leave you without notice but I had to get out and think. This all happened so fast and it was my fault. I should have thought to use a condum. I was stupid Aubrey and I'm sorry. I'm so sorry and I'm here during the process. I won't leave again. For the baby's sake and yours. I- I won't be like my dad. I-I. I'm not good at this stuff. I'm not but. I. I love you Aubrey. I do." I just stared at him.

I was speechless. I couldn't think of anything to say. Everything he said was a different side of him I've never seen. Sean..... Sensitive? He was scared. He loves me! Sean loves me!!! SEAN LOVES ME!

"Sean. Sean I don't know what to say. That was so sensitive. I side I've never seen from you. I love you too" he looked up at me after concentrating on his hands. He looked at me and his face lit up.

"You do! Oh wow I thought you wouldn't forgive me. I thought you wouldn't love me." He crashed his lips onto mine and he's about to pull me in closet when he can't any longer.

Then we just sit there and laugh. My damn belly got in the way hahaha.

Later after laying in bed together for a bit longer cuz of my morning sickness we got out of bed and he helped me get ready. Then we walked out of our room to the smell of pancakes and bacon.

The food I was craving last night. I swear Melanie is like my husband or something. Hahaha.

"Yum you made bacon" I sniff the air as Sean and I enter the kitchen. "Is it pork or turkey?"

"Pork... You said pork last night so I got pork" Melanie smiles up at us "Sean.... So that's ur name. I thought it was actually Shadow"

"Nope just a nickname. My friends call me shadow cuz my hoodie always makes a shadow on my face and then I went through a phase of not many hair cuts. I looked emo. But now I've cleaned up and I'm not really goth. I never was but I don't look it. Anymore." Sean's cheeks tint pink when he notices I was checking him out.

His shorts that are a bit too small so I can see the v leading under his pants. Then his nicely defined arms and abs. And don't get me started on his ašs.

Then his face blushed and made his face look so much cuter. I love him.

"Whatcha looking' at Aub?" He asks teasingly and Mel giggles. Not like Sean. No one laughs like Sean. <3 <3 I blush at the sudden nickname.

"You" I say shyly.

"No shįt Sherlock. Like what you see??" He flexes his arms and his chest. I feel like I'm drooling when Mel pops out of the oblivion and just wipes my mouth.

"You were um. Drooling a bit Aubrey" Sean laughs.

"Am I that hot I make you thirsty Aub?" Then he realizes he's like torturing me when I look down and play with my fingers. "Aw I'm sorry Aub. Come here" he giggles.

When I get close we pulls me in the rest of the way. "I'm sorry baby" then his lips meet mine again. Yay! My lips scream in delight as they claim his lips as mine. Then I pull away.

"Are these mine?" I ask pointing to his lips.

"Yes Aub. All yours. Do whatever you want with them." I smile then I put my hands on the back of his head and pull him back in and claim his lips as mine. Once again. These are mine. They belong to me. He said so himself.

Therefore they are mine. I love them and I love the rest of him. I can't wait for when I'm skinny and I can give him what he wants. Birth free. I love his kisses. Nibbles. Bites here and there. It sets me off on fireworks. I just blow up with them.

So happy that I have him. And he had me. Always. I can't believe that just a few months ago it was just me and Melanie. Now I have more. I especially have Sean. Who I brought light into his shadow and he was the light in mine.

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