woes

idk anymore

honestly life is overwhelming

I experience things @ home

and I tight I realized who my friends r

but like always I was wrong

I've just been told by my friend "i pity you. you're gonna lose all your friends and I'll be here watching"

I out up this fucking front like "I don't care leave w ur friendship" but really every single fucking thing gets to me

like I act like it doesn't but it does af

i got so fucking overwhelmed and typed "idc" while in reality i was crying

then I banged by forehead in the sink but all I got is a headache

2 u this seems petty but u kno when all the this come together it just fucking chokes u

I'm tired and I wanna go somewhere but idk I'm such a fucking mess

one minute I'm convincing myself that I hate everyone and I wanna die the next I'm happy and joy and I've so much friends I'm so pretty !!!!1!!1

idk I'm just fucking all over the place and I think I'm so fucking cool but I've just got no friends and I might as well just die but idk

she blocked me wow that's gr9