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"cash me ousside" girl, kodak black + more

ya girl is back! i'll whine about my life later on but for now let me get to the rant.

so this cash me ousside girl, danielle. i'll admit, that shit was funny for a minute but this whole situation is a MUCH NEEDED representation of how caucasians are catapulted to success by doing mediocre and ripped off shit. let me begin.

i'm sure most of y'all have heard about her (why wouldn't you? she's white so it's everywhere.) if you're lucky enough not to know, she's a 13 year old girl who went on dr phil with her mum, because her mum was tired of parenting her. this bitch been stealing money, cars and even called the cops on her mum for no reason. so now, i'm gonna dissect that whole thing.

HOW I PERCEIVED THE DR PHIL INTERVIEW:
1. this bitch is sittin here with hoop earrings STRAIGHT FROM THE HOOD, STR8 OUTTA BLACK NEIGHBORHOODS. STRAIGHT FROM THE EARS OF AFRO ASS NAPPY HEAD BLACK WOMEN AND BLACK QUEERS.

2. she's speaking WAY DIFFERENTLY FROM HER MOTHER. as a privileged caucasian girl child, you would expect her to speak just like her caucasian mother, the typical way in which caucasian americans speak. but NO, this bitch is here with an accent straight from black (and hispanic, to an extent) culture. ARGUE WITH YA PHONE CHARGER. this accent is what some people may refer to as "ghetto". i'm talking about african american vernacular english and EVERYTHING. and when dr phil asks where she got the "accent" from, this 13 year old says "the streets". L M A O.

3. so the whole time while this chick is bragging about illegal shit and being HELLA FUCKING DISRESPECTFUL (not far from my expectations, i mean, she is caucasian) she's looking really stupid. like while thinking she's all tough and intimidating, she looked really fucking stupid. so the audience is laughing the fuck out of this chick. so dr phil mentions the thing about her stealing cars and she goes, "that's wat i always do an they neva ketch me, they never GON' ketch me,". and then dr phil says something and she goes, "and all these hoes laughing like somn' funny. CASH ME OUSSIDE, HOW BOUT DAH?" and then so dr phil asks if she's referring to the audience as hoes, and she goes "YUP".

4. so at this point, the audience is still laughing and lil danielle is just there, dare i say, trying to be black. notice when i say black, i am not referring to all black people, for not all black people behave/talk in the same manner. what i am saying is that the hood and projects have become such a prominent culture of its own with fashion statements like gelled edges, hooped earrings, pierced nails and such. as well as slang, and aave. so that is clearly what danielle is tryna do. is trying to be black. again, ARGUE WITH YA CHARGER.

side note: after the show, someone ACTUALLY caught her outside and had this bitch shook. she can't even fight for shit lmao.

so basically, the whole basis of this rant is my annoyance at how this one white girl has been catapulted into fame for imitating a whole ass culture and being mediocre just like her ancestors. this chick has already been verified on her social media accounts, been on tmz, and has 2 million followers on instagram. for being a plain ass simple ass caucasian. OH THE PRIVILEGE.

LETS NOT FORGET that kodak black decided she was so cool that he put her in his music video for "everything 1k". listen, i got a lot to say about this one:

1) TRUST BLACK MEN. TRUST THEM TO COME THROUGH AND GAS ANY PIECE OF WHITE PAPER THAT COMES TO SURFACE. if danielle was a black girl, she wouldn't be in kodaks video, she wouldn't have 2m followers, she would be verified etc and she would be scrutinized (both her and her mother) by society. but because "that's how black people act anyway" it's gonna be just another piece of "ratcherness" that found her way out the hood. put that shit on a white girl though and it's all gucci.

2) if the rape allegations are true, WHY THE FUCK ARE WE CONDONING A MINOR BEING IN A (possible) RAPISTS VIDEO? LIKE DANIELLE IS A TERRIBLE PERSON BUT THAT DONT ERASE THE FACT THAT SHE IS 13 AND KODAK IS MOST LIKELY A RAPIST.

3) AS KODAK HAS EXPRESSED HIS DISLIKE FOR BLACK WOMEN, IM NOT EVEN SURPRISED THAT THIS CHICK WAS IN HIS VIDEO

bottom line is, they love what the black woman has, but not what she is. internalized racism does that to the black men. they would rather strip all the qualities off a black woman and paste it onto some caucasian and praise the fuck out of it.

listen, fuck danielle and her anti blackness (yes , she is anti black while ripping off black culture, go look it up), fuck kodak black and all the black men gassing her, fuck everyone who can't see so,etching so simple as this. how confusing to me that all she had to do was act like a black girl and it was all dollar bills from there. WHITE. PRIVILEGE. EXISTS. IT LIVES, IT BREATHES, IT LINGERS IN THE BLOOD OF EVERY CAUCASIAN FROM THE MINUTE OF BIRTH TO TIME OF DEATH, .lWHETHER RICH OR POOR, QUEER OR STRAIGHT, MALE OR FEMALE, INBETWEEN OR NON-CONFORMING. IF YOU ARE WHITE, YOU ARE SOCIALLY HIGHER THAN YOUR POC NEIGHBOUR, AND IF YOU DOMT AGREE, ARGUE WITH YA CHARGER.

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ok so this section is for anyone who cares to read what's been going on with me so far this year.

1) my anxiety is through the roof. stuff i was able to do before can't be done and trouble at home has brought on depression and i almost can't handle this shit anymore.

2)ive started writing a diary, which is kinda cool and not as cliche or cheesy as it sounds. it's way easier than bottling it up when there's no one to sing your woes to.

3)ive been really on edge about my upcoming checkpoint exams (its an optional british exam done by 8th graders to establish their levels at the end of middle school in science, english and maths. its optional but at my school it's mandatory) usually, when i'm anxious about exams i just stop caring about passing them. but this ones different because you have to pa to write the exam. i cant stand the thought of failing or doing averagely after my parents PAID MONEY (which is scarce now, as nigeria is in an economic recession) for me to write it.

4) ugh, i can't even go on anymore. bottom line is, there's a lot on my plate, my dad is making life really hard to enjoy, a major world power is being led by hitler II and nigerian currency is as valuable as plain fucking paper.

i can only pray for better days. how have you guys been? tell me if you got to this part of the chapter cus this was long af lmao.