It's funny how love works

Im still here...

"Let me refresh your memory a bit... I was the one who listened to your problems. I was the one who actually cared about you. I was the one who stuck around even when everyone told me to leave. I was the one that stood up for you. I was the one who loved you even when you gave me every reason not to. Lastly... I was the one who was there for you when nobody else was".

Done what I've done and said what I've said. I've always been that guy you met since day one. So why lose feelings now when I was the guy you said you loved... The best guy you could ask for... The guy you gave a million kisses too. Why lose feelings now... Everything was just about to get better. But I ask myself why start and love me with all your heart just to end in such a short time? You said I only had the key to your heart... And now you gave the key to someone else. I was loving you unconditionally and my love was eternal for you and now I sit... And think about everything we've ever done... Everything we have ever shared... Everything we have ever talked about...Everything. And to think it all started going down all because of one guy. Us v.s the world we said. We fought left and right and we were wining ,then came the world with something stronger and knocked us out. I was giving my greatest effort all to see you lose your effort and see the world win. Now I hear about the guys you talk to... When I thought I would be the guy that would be in your life for a long time...

I don't know wether to believe if you ever did care or not... Because if you cared you would've thought about how I would feel before making the decisions you made, but I believe you did care cause you told me you loved me. But anyone can say "I love you" right. I stayed up blaming myself for everything that happened... But reality is it was you who gave up on me... It was you who never once thought "why quit without thinking about why we started in the first place"... It was you who listened to your "friends" that abandoned you during the summer... It was you who made the decisions to do what you did. It was never an accident... It was always you who made your own decisions. Yet my loyalty runs so deep that I still gave you a second chance... My loyalty runs so deep that I'm still here waiting for the day you come back... I'm still here ready to talk to you whenever you need me... I'm still here waiting till you come back running to my arms after he hurts you... I'm still here.