It's funny how love works

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I'm going to just use this page to let out my feelings...
I feel empty. Like as if everything I had left.
I feel lonely.
I feel lost.
I feel sad.
I feel all these things yet I try to maintain a smile ,but it's just so hard. Idk how long I'll be able to keep it up. "It'll get better" they said. I don't think I'll be better till she comes back I tell myself. All these bad thoughts running through my head. I no longer have that shoulder to cry on. That body to comfort me. That heart to love me. It's all gone. And now I no longer feel the same...