Swan Song (A Cody Carson Fanfiction)(Completed)

Swan Song - Chapter 13

This isn't happening, this can't be real. My once lifelong best friend, the one who I've hated for so long because of what he did, the one who hates me, there's no way he's kissing.

I don't know what to do, my body is paralyzed but my mind is screaming to push him off, to slap him to do everything in my power to stop him. I wasn't expecting this, I wasn't ready for this, why is he doing this? It doesn't make any sense, why is this happening?

My body is limb in his arms as his mouths glides across mine, mine not knowing what to do as he takes control. My eyes are wide open, shaking, alert and blurry with tears as he continues these actions. I can even fell my lips yelling at me to be free, just like my mind but my body is in no way moving.

His hands move across my lower back, pressing me to his body tightly as he does so. Then his hands procced to go lower, to my butt and my mind finally clicks at to what he's doing. He's trying to make a move.

I knit my eyebrows as I try to push away from him, only getting our lips to detract. Sadly, his grip is still too far tight for me to get away; my body is still attached like Velcro.

My words are jumbled, everything fully aware of what kind of situation I'm in but my mouth just stumbles.

"Cody, I, you, no this can't, get off of me."

His eyes squint with confusion as he stares at me, my face heating as I see his eyes this close up.

"But Alice, that's why. That's your answer."

My eyebrows knit at his words, as I try to remember before, since it's all a blur.

Is he joking? My eyes blaze with anger as I figure out what he meant. He thinks he can just fix this with a kiss? A little, tiny kiss? This isn't some fairytale where a kiss can make me feel better. So he's doing this to me because what, he likes me? That's twisted, disgusting and no way to treat someone. I feel, boiled, disgusted, just everything.

"You're fucking kidding me right?"

My voice was hoarse, dry and still not recovered from the concert because I'll admit, I enjoyed the bands before Cody. I was actually having a good time before he came along.

I try to push off, my tiny hands hitting against his broad chest trying to get out of his grip as tears form.

"You think you can make this go away with a kiss?! After everything you put me through?!"

My body shakes with rage even though I'm still tightly in his arms as I try to get away. I push off his chest, hitting it over and over again. I can tell I'm doing no damage, as he's not even budging.

"Enough Alice!"

He takes his hands away from my back as he tries to control my hands just hitting at his chest. Our hands and arms flail around, me slapping his hands away as he tries to grab mine, trying to tame me.

"Don't touch me! I can't believe you!"

"Calm down Alice! Jesus Christ what's wrong with you?!"

His hands find my wrists as he grips them tightly, my wrists feeling like they're popping off. My struggle of trying to get my wrists back slows down, my eyes over flowing with tears at what he said.

"What's wrong with me?"

My breathing shakes and my heart pounds out of my chest as my body stops the activity of fighting.

What's wrong with me? Take a wild guess Cody. Everything is wrong with me because of you. I was never a mess like this until you came back after so long. My father is in a nursing home; my only family I have left is unable to even talk to me. Everything is wrong with me.