Roller Coaster Kind Of Rush: Sweeran Fanfic

I've Never Felt This Way (chapter 16)

The next day, I woke up at around 7 o'clock and Ed woke up at 7:30.

"Do you want to go to the studio with me again today?" Ed asked me.

"Eh," I said quietly but he had heard me.

"Alright." He walked back upstairs and got dressed.

I wanted to go with Ed, but usually all of the people that were in the studio were people I didn't know. It was kind of awkward. I just didn't want to go through that again. I only wanted to be with Ed.

I shouldn't be a baby that only wants her boyfriend to pay attention to her, I thought.

Ed came back downstairs in a green sweater and jeans. I got up and I hugged him. He hugged back and he smiled. "What was that for?"

"I don't know... I hope you have a good day,"

Ed smiled and held my hand, "Thanks... Are you sure you don't want to go?"

"Yeah, I'm fine. Go! I'll be around,"

"OK," he kissed me. "I love you."

"I love you too,"

I smiled and walked around the flat, bored. I got some food, which was always exciting, and then sat down on the couch. I also fed Meredith and played with her for a little. After about one hour it was terribly boring and I wanted to go to bed.

I sluggishly walked up the stairs and laid in bed. I kept my phone near, just in case Ed called or texted me.

I looked at the clock. Did it really say 4:30?!

He should be back by now. Unless he had lunch with the people I didn't know in the studio. I didn't really care, as long as he was happy and safe.

A few more hours passed, no sign from Ed.

I started to get worried... He couldn't be in trouble, could he? He lived here for such a long time and he was used to everything.

At 11 o'clock, Ed came in. I heard him open the door and he tried to sneak up the stairs. "Jesus, Ed! I was so worried about you!" I hugged him.

He smelled like alcohol and smoke. I sighed.

"Sorry, I went to a bar with my mates and-"

"You could have told me, Ed. I was worried sick,"

"I'm sorry but I didn't want to bother you... And did you really think I was in trouble?" He took off his watch and went into the bathroom to change so he wouldn't do it in front of me.

"Well, it was always a possibility!" I said into the bathroom door.

"Don't worry about me," he kissed my forehead and I wanted to scream.

"How could I not worry about you?! You had been out since 8:00 and you just got home at 11:00!" I almost shouted, tears creeping out of my eyes. He just stared at me.

"I'm sorry," he said quietly and got under the covers.

I started shaking and I put my hand on my head. I couldn't believe he wasn't taking this seriously!

"Ed," I said with tears rushing out of my eyes. I sat on the floor and started bawling. He came over to me and engulfed me in a hug.

"Taylor-"

"I didn't know where you were and you could have been hurt or-"

"I'm here now," he kissed my head and rocked me.

He picked me up off of the floor and put me under the covers. He put his arms around me and we fell asleep.

Ed didn't have to go to work the next day and we spent the whole day together. It was the last day we would be in London, so I started packing my stuff in my suitcase.

"I was thinking about leaving at around midnight. I did the math and we'd get back to Nashville at 3 AM."

"OK," I said back to him.

He sighed and then left his room. Was he OK? He seems angry... Or something.

"Are you alright?" I walked down the stairs after him.

"Fine," he answered me and then got a beer out of the fridge.

"Are you done packing?"

"Yeah," he kept giving me one word answers.

I felt like he didn't want me talking to him. I got out a bottle of water from the refrigerator.

"You seem to be acting weird, Ed," I said, without thinking.

"I am?" He asked as he scrolled through his phone.

"Well, kinda,"

"Oh," he said and then put his arms around my waist. He pulled me closer and started to kiss my neck. I didn't want another hickey but it felt...so...good.

"Oh, Ed," I moaned. I was worried about going all the way with Ed, what if I wasn't good enough for him?

He put me on the kitchen table and started kissing me more passionately than ever before--I think we both knew the time was right.

Ed pulled away and we stared at each other. He grabbed my hand and I followed gladly. We ran up the stairs and giggled the whole time.

I flopped on the bed and he took his shirt off before kissing me again. I giggled and I took off my shirt, too. Ed smiled at me and then started kissing me all over.

If I said I didn't like it, I would be lying.

Soon enough, we were both naked and having sex. I loved him so much. We had been together for a little less than 2 months, but I still loved him.

When we were done, I laid on Ed's chest and his hands were wrapped around my bare body. I loved this moment, even if it wasn't innocent like our usual ones.

We fell asleep like this, and then when Ed awoke he whispered, "We'd better get ready. It's almost 9 o'clock."

It was almost 9?!

"Alright," I got up from the bed and I could see him looking at me. "Stop staring!" I blushed and then rushed into the bathroom with clothing in my hands.

I got out and I was wearing sweatpants and a sweatshirt. I looked like crap, but I didn't care.

Ed looked at me and smiled, "You look cute,"

"Thanks," I giggled and examined his jeans and t-shirt.

I wonder if those are different jeans or the same ones...

He took my hand and we had a very late dinner. Soon enough, it was time to go to the plane and I grabbed all of my stuff.

We left and slept on the plane for most of the ride.

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I don't want summer to end. I like having no school but I don't like the summer weather. Anyways, I'm back from Philly (yay). Hope you like this chapter. :)