Suicide ↠ Kellic

Kellin

I saw sws on Friday. I got in 3 mosh pits, and lost my shoe, which I was reunited with at the end. Then we followed these two guys to the front and they got us to the barrier where Kellin reached over and I fucking touched him.

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"Kel!" my mom greeted me with a warm embrace, one which I had missed these last few days.

"Hey mom," I grinned, pulling her out of the games room and leading her to mine and Vic's room.

"Where's your friend, Vic, isn't it?" she asked, obviously attempting to spark conversation.

"I'm not actually sure," I lied, I saw him go into the lounge room earlier with his brother, "I last saw him with Mike."

"His brother?" She hummed, "I didn't see him while we were signing in, I must have missed him."

I shrugged, sitting down on my bed.

"So how are you, honey?"

To be honest, speaking like this with my mother was a little weird, and I'm not completely over the way she neglected me for all those years. She practically disowned me for being gay.

However, since I'm such a strong believe in forgiveness, I'm trying my hardest to get over it.

"I'm okay," I mumbled, "it gets a little boring around here sometimes, there's only so much you can do, I suppose, I'm just looking forward to a couple of weeks when I can get out of here."

"You know," she paused, pondering, "I guess I could manage to get you out of here sooner, after all, you're my child and I have more control over you than the hospital."

"You could do that?"

"Of course!"

"Really! Oh my-" and then the thought of my father came into mind, the horrible man who beat me up because I was gay, all because I couldn't continue the 'Bostwick' name.

"What about dad?" I sighed.

"Actually," my mom said, "I have something to tell you."

She carefully came and sat beside me, placing her hand on my leg.

"A while ago, I met a guy, Jeremy. At the time, however, I was still with you father, and how foolish of me to ever have stayed with that dick bag, he poisoned my mind, he pushed me away from you, my own son. Jeremy and I were friends at first, but one night we grew closer and he kissed me, he knew about your father at this point, I'd told him. He said that I should break it off with your dad and live with him, and I did. Do you remember the week long period before you got admitted into here?

"Then, I came home. After a week of living with Jeremy I had become jealous of the bond between him and his children, it made me think of you and I when you were young, I'd take you out for ice cream and take you to the park. I missed you, and he encouraged me to speak to you. That was when I came home that one night before you were sent to hospital because of your dad, and I regret leaving you there so much because look where you are. It's my fault," her eyes were teary, and there's nothing worse than seeing your mother cry, "I'm an awful mother, how are you so kind to me?"

I didn't answer her question, instead I just hugged her. I hugged her so tight to make up for all those years I've missed out on, years that I'll learn to forget.

"I want you to come and live with Jeremy and I once your out, and we'll make that as soon as possible baby, I promise, I love you so much," she sobbed.

By now I was also crying, out bodies shook as I held her in warm hug, one that the both of us really needed.

"I love you too, mom," I hesitated, shakily letting it a breath, "I'm sorry for being gay."

She gasped, "never, ever apologise for that, it's who you are and I couldn't love you more for it. I won't ever let anyone make fun of you or offend you for being gay, you're perfect honey."

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Guys I'm so sorry this sucks, it's a filler. Things are going to get more interesting I swear!!