I banged at the door. Ryan was in the bathroom for twenty minutes doing his make up and I was getting annoyed.
I sighed and sat between Balz and Vinny, who were watching TV. I took out my phone and texted my girlfriend, Kylie. Suddenly I heard a female voice.
Hi,Devin! Did you miss me?
I closed my phone screen and looked at the landscape throw the window. Everything was in my mind. Nothing was real. Everything was okay.
I never left,Devin! I was always here, waiting for the right moment to speak to you! You know, I miss talking to you! I love it, when you flip!
I jumped quickly and banged at the door one more time. I felt sick and I was in the edge of crying.
She was back. I was sure of it. I needed help again. But I wouldn't say anything to the guys, yet. I would wait until I'm 100% sure that the situation was out of hand.
After Ryan said that he wasn't ready, I went back to front lounge, where Balz was sitting on my seat. Chris was standing in front of the counter, looking at his phone. He looked up to me and his eyes went wide.
-Shit,dude! Your make up is amazing, today! How did you get this pale? He asked.
Then Ryan came out the bathroom. (Finally)
-Now,Ghost, you can do your make up! He said.
Balz looked at me with concern.
-Wait! You aren't wearing make up? Is everything okay,Devin? You are extremely pale! He said.
I looked at him, trying to fight back the tears.
-I'm fine! I managed to say.
It was obvious that no one believed me.
-You know that you can speak to us, Devin! We aren't going to judge you! Said Ricky and I nodded.
-I know! It's nothing guys! Seriously, I'm fine! I told them, but no one believed a word. The knew that something was wrong.
You are pathetic,Devin! Lying to friends! How to dare you! Screamed Liz.
I flinched and Vinny saw it.
-Devin, seriously what's wrong? He asked standing up.
All the guys looked at me again, but I looked at the floor.
-It's something personal! I don't wanna talk about it! I murmured.
-But I think you should! We can see that is bothering you and we are going to help you if you trust us! Replied Chris.
Tell them,Devin! Tell them that you are crazy, that you hear voices! Tell them!
I sighed.
-It's a long story! Can we talk about it later? I asked and the guys nodded, all still looking worried about my strange behavior.
They are going to laugh at you and then kick you out the band! See you later, little Devin!
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Schizophrenia (Devin Sola)
Fanfiction'She was back. I was sure about it. I was gonna to live the same thing again, like when I was younger. But with the only change that I wouldn't survive the war that was happening on my mind!'
