Chris and I got out the plane. People were giving us dirty looks, but we ignored them like we always do.
We went to the exit of the airport and waited for my mum
to come and get us. Chris would spend three days with his family and other friends that live here in Scranton, while I would be at the hospital having exams and not allowed to do anything. I stared panicking, but I managed to calm down, before Chris could understand it.
Everything is going to be okay! I told myself.
-C'mon, Devin! Your mum is here! Said Chris snapping me out my thoughts.
I nodded and followed him to the direction, where my mum was waiting for us caring my bags. My mum ran to me and hugged my tightly.
-I missed you so much, my little Ghost! She told me.
Chris' eyes went he heard my nickname. He probably thought that just Edward called me that, but he was wrong. My hmm still called me that and she didn't understand that she brought bad memories back, every time she used. But I still didn't say anything to her. I wanted her to to be sure that I was getting better.
My mum hugged Chris and whispered something in his ear making him smile softly to her. I shrugged it off and sat on passenger seat, while Chris sat on the back seat.
My mum stared a conversation with Chris, who tried to make me talk too, but I was so nervous that no words could come out my mouth.
Everything is going to be okay!
Nothing is going to be okay, my little Ghost! You know it! Stop lying to yourself, that's pathetic!
I looked outside of the window. We passed my favorite park, where I used to drag the guys, when we had some days off. One time Balz pushed me on the small lake, making my make up a mess. While the guys were laughing their asses off, some little kids were looking at me terrified. Some parents even called the police, so we left before we got in trouble.
But then, the hospital came into the view.
-Wait! That's the hospital you are going.... Oh My God! Mumbled Chris from the back seat.
That hospital was the hospital for the very very crazy people. You had to be at a very bad condition to come here and my condition was always really bad.
We got off the car and Chris helped my with my small suitcase. While my mum was 'checking' me in, Chris had warped his arm around my shoulder, trying to calm me down.
-It's just three days! Then we are going back to the guys, okay? Everything is going to okay! He promised me.
Promises break!
He hugged me and let some small tears fall on my T-Shirt.
-We love you, Devin! All of us!
Promises break!
-I love you too, guys! You are my everything! I told him
and his grip became more tightly.
-Devin! Nurse Williams is going to show you your room! Told me my mum.
I nodded and Chris let me go.
Promises break!
My mum hugged me and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
-I love you! She told me.
Promises break!
-I love you too, mum! I replied and smiled to her.
I grabbed my bags and followed the nurse to my room. I could hear my mum sobbing, probably, on Chris' embrace.
I walked in the room and the nurse got out locking the door behind her. There was no way out.
Promises break!
I sat on the bed and got the gifts from the guys out. I managed to make a necklace with one of my bracelets and Ryan's guitar pick and wrapped it around my neck. I put the Chris' earphones on the bedside table and lied down on Ryan's pillow wrapping Vinny's blanket around me. I put Balz's hoddie and Ricky's beanie on and stared reading his book. The photo of the guys was lying next to me and I stared crying. I was for one day here and I already missed them to death.
Promises break! Promises break! That's a reminder, Devin! Don't get to close with anyone here! I don't want you to kill him like you did to Edward!
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Schizophrenia (Devin Sola)
Fanfiction'She was back. I was sure about it. I was gonna to live the same thing again, like when I was younger. But with the only change that I wouldn't survive the war that was happening on my mind!'
