I walked in the bathroom. The screaming had stopped. The lights were off, I couldn't see anything.
I turned on the lights and looked around the bathroom. Blood was coming out the shower, so I decided to open the curtain. I kinda wish I didn't.
In front of me was Edward with his eyes eyes wide open and his face deadly pale. He had a smirk pained it on his lips. I screamed.
I sat up on my bed. I hadn't woken up the guys fortunately. I didn't want any pity at that moment.
I jumped out my bunk and walked to the back lounge. I sat on the couch and took some deep breaths trying to calm myself down. The flashback played again and again on my mind. She did that, of course, trying to make me flip. I tried to stay strong, however. I needed to stay strong for the guys. For Vinny. For Ryan. For Josh. For Chris. For Ricky.
Ricky, Ricky, Ricky and again Ricky! You always think about Ricky! Does little Ghost have a crush?
I put my hands on my head and groaned in pain. Everything became black. I couldn't see anything. I couldn't hear or speak. I couldn't control my actions. She had taken the control of my body, like the time she made me kill myself.
-DEVIN PLEASE STOP IT! I heard a voice scream.
My vision came back to normal and the first thing that I saw, were Ricky's blue eyes. Slowly, I understood that I was on top of him with my hands around his neck. I quickly stood up.
-Oh My God... I mumbled and looked at the guys.
Balz helped Ricky stand up, who was trying to catch his breath. They looked terrified. Chris, Ryan and Vinny did too. Tears stared to fall on my checks slowly.
-I'm sorry, guys! I apologized, but everyone looked still pretty terrified.
I grabbed my phone and went back to the back lounge, leaving the others to take care of Ricky.
I dialed my mum's number and waited for her to pick it up.
-Is everything okay, Devin? She asked me worried.
-I tried to kill Ricky! She wanted me to kill him! Explained sobbing and loudly.
-Oh Devin! My mum answered.
-Do you want to come home for some days? You could rest and...
-Can you make an appointment for me at the local hospital? I asked her, quitting her off.
She gasped. She understood how bad it was.
-You sure about it, sweetheart? She asked me.
-Yes. I answered.
-Okay! I'm going to make the appointment, don't worry! Bye bye Devin!
-Bye mum! I hung off.
I opened the door to find my five best friends standing in the bunk area worried.
-Your mum is going to make a appointment at the hospital? Asked Blaz worried, still holding Ricky, who couldn't stand properly because of the shock. Marks of my hands were stared to form on his neck and I quickly looked away feeling quilty.
-Yes! I answered.
-Devin, you don't have to go! It was just an accident, it won't happen again! Said Chris.
I looked back at Ricky.
Of course it will happen again! I won't let Ricky go! He is going to learn about pain!
Liz screamed.
-It won't happen again, right? Asked Vinny, when he saw that I was going to answer Chris's question.
I looked at the ground. Ricky groaned in pain.
-I need to go the doctors guys! I want to make sure that no one is going to get hurt! I answered and everyone's eyes went wide.
You did an awesome job today, Devin! You scared them to death! Now they are terrified, all of them! Ricky the most! Your little Ricky! You scared him, you tried to kill him! You are a monster! A FUCKING MONSTER!!
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Schizophrenia (Devin Sola)
Fanfiction'She was back. I was sure about it. I was gonna to live the same thing again, like when I was younger. But with the only change that I wouldn't survive the war that was happening on my mind!'
