One week later, I was sitting on my bunk playing a stupid game on my phone, while the guys were sitting on the front lounge doing God knows what. We had stopped on the next venue, which was near Scranton, continuing with the tour. Suddenly, I heard loud voices coming from the front lounge, so I jumped off my bunk and walked there.
Between Balz and Ryan was standing a really important person for me, who had black hair and blue eyes.
-ANGELO! I screamed and hugged him tightly.
Angelo laughed and hugged me back.
-Hi, Ghost! How are you doing? He asked casually, but I could see the concern in his eyes.
-I'm better! I answered smiling, not letting him go.
The guys laughed.
-I missed you too, Devin, but can you now let me go? I can't breathe! Mumbled Angelo making the guys laugh harder.
-Sorry! I mumbled and let him go.
I sat next to Vinny on the couch and looked at the floor.
Be careful, Devin! You don't want to hurt Angelo, do you? He is going to feel the pain that Ricky felt, but only if you don't behave well! Don't you dare to take your medicine or I'm going to make you hurt everyone here!
My eyes went wide, but the guys didn't see it. All their attention was now on Angelo. I wasn't jealous or anything, but I had to make a very difficult choice.
If I took my medicine, Liz would make me hurt all the guys and I didn't want to that happen. So, the only thing that I could do was not to take my medicine. And I knew that it would make me worse, but at that moment the guys' safely was more important than my health.
-You okay, Devin? Asked Ricky worried.
I looked up at them. Everyone was looking at me worried and waiting for my answer.
-I'm fine, guys! Don't worry about that! I lied.
Everyone believed me fortunately and let the subject go.
While they were taking, I stayed quiet and played with my phone. I thought about her words again and again. I had made my decision and nothing could change it now.
-How's Kylie? I heard Angelo asking and I closed my eyes.
-We broke up! I told him harshly.
I wasn't looking at him, but I was 100% that his eyes went wide.
-Oh my God! I'm so sorry, dude! I didn't know! Angelo told me and I looked back at him giving him a small smile.
-It's okay, dude! You didn't know!
Angelo smiled and looked at the others.
-What should we do now? He asked.
Vinny's eyes lit up.
-I have an idea! He told us.
-That's never good! Joked Ryan and Vinny gave him the finger.
The other four laughed at them,but I just smiled.
-We should listen to music and do stupid things! Vinny suggested.
-That's the worst idea ever! Mumbled Balz and I nodded agreeing.
There was an uncomfortable silence, while everyone was thinking about something to do. Well, almost everyone. I wasn't thinking about that. I was lost in my thoughts thinking about everything that happened in the past two months.
Be careful, Devin! Do you what I told you and everyone would be okay. Well, everyone expect you! But, the guys' safely is more important than your health, right? I know that you agree! Enjoy your time with Angelo, Ghostie!
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Schizophrenia (Devin Sola)
Fanfiction'She was back. I was sure about it. I was gonna to live the same thing again, like when I was younger. But with the only change that I wouldn't survive the war that was happening on my mind!'
