I followed the guys in the cab that Chris had called. Chris sat on the front, while Vinny sat on Balz and I had to sit on Ryan.
After some minutes we arrived at the hospital, where my doctor was already waiting for me.
-And you must Devin! I'm Dr. Hills! Do you want your friends to come with you? He asked me and the guys.
-Are we allowed to come? Asked Vinny and the doctor smiled.
-Of course you are! He told us and we followed him to his office, where I had to sit on the exam bed, while the other five sat on the chairs. Ricky was looking around nervous. He didn't like hospitals and I felt bad.
-So, Devin, first of all we have to talk about some things! Your mother told me about your story and I found it really interesting, but I have some questions. May I ask them? He asked politely and I nodded nervously looking at the floor.
-Did you have friends before you were diagnosed? He asked and I nodded.
-Did kids in your school make fun of you?
-Sometimes.
He wrote some things down.
-Did you ever think about ending all of this? He asked me and at that moment I understood that it would better, if the guys weren't there.
-Yes. A lot of times actually.
He wrote something down.
-Now about Edward. Do you miss him? He asked me.
-Every day.
Balz smiled at me softly.
-Do you know the reason, why he decided to end his life?
I shook my head.
-Did he leave a note or something for you?
-No. I answered emotionless.
There was a silence, while Dr.Hills was writing down my answers. I looked at the guys nervously and everyone gave me a small smile. My eyes traveled to Ricky's neck, where the marks where getting worse. I looked at the floor quickly.
Dr. Hills stood up and sat next to me taking off his glasses and looking between me and the guys.
-Do you trust these guys? He asked me.
-With my life. I replied.
-Did Liz make you hurt someone of them? He asked me and my eyes went wide.
-Yes. I mumbled.
Dr.Hills looked at the guys and his eyes fell on Ricky's neck.
-That doesn't look good! May I check it? He asked Ricky and he nodded standing up.
The doctor touched the marks and Ricky groaned in pain. He bit his lip, so he wouldn't scream.
-Put some ice on it and it will go in four days! He told Ricky and he nodded sitting down again. Dr.Hills turned around to face me.
-Devin, I'm sure that you know it already, but you aren't okay, son! You need some days at a mental hospital! Your condition is too dangerous for you to be around other people!
In other words you are too dangerous for the others!
-Please don't send me to a mental hospital! I can't go there! We have a tour and we are going to release a new song! I pleaded.
Dr.Hills smiled at me sadly.
-You aren't going to spend all your life there, Devin! Just three days, okay? He told me and I nodded.
-I'm going to inform the hospital in your home town, so the only thing you need to do is to pack! He informed me and then we left.
Chris called an other cab and we sat like before. When we arrived at the bus, I ran to the back lounge and began crying quietly.
You are going back to the hospital? I'm so proud of you! That means that I made you too dangerous! I'm so happy right now! Thank you, Devin, for giving me the best present!
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Schizophrenia (Devin Sola)
Fanfiction'She was back. I was sure about it. I was gonna to live the same thing again, like when I was younger. But with the only change that I wouldn't survive the war that was happening on my mind!'
