Two days had passed and I hadn't touch my medicine. I was becoming weaker and weaker and the guys had understood it. But, they didn't know what to do.
I could hear them fight all the time in his past two days. The one said that I had to go to hospital and the other said that they should call my mom and ask her about it. Angelo and Balz believed that it would be better, if they didn't do anything and just watched if I got worse or better.
The stupid thing is that no one thought about my medicine. I mean, the guy are really smart, but they didn't use their brains to think logical.
I jumped out my bunk and instantly became a bit dizzy. I wanted to scream to the guys to come and help me, but I didn't want to make them more worried than they already were, so with all the strength I had, I walked in the front lounge, where Balz,Vinny, Angelo, Ryan and Chris were sitting. Ricky was still sleeping.
I sat on the couch next to Chris and took a shaky breath. My head hurt like hell.
-You okay? Asked Chris and I nodded.
-I'm fine! I told them, but it obvious that they hadn't believed me.
Then, Ricky walked in. He sat between Vinny and Ryan and looked at me. His glance fell on the cupboard, where we had put my medicine. He looked confused for a moment, but then his eyes went wide.
-Why? He asked and the guys looked at him confused.
-What? Asked Balz, but Ricky ignored him.
-Why, Devin? Why haven't you taken your medicine? He asked and the guys eyes went wide.
They looked at me waiting for an answer.
I looked at the floor.
-What happened, Devin? Asked Chris softly.
-Did Liz say anything to you? Asked Ryan and I nodded.
-What did she say? Asked Angelo softly.
I kept quiet.
Don't you dare to tell them, Ghostie! It's our little secret, okay? If you tell them, I'm going to make you do bad things! Really bad!
-You can tell us, Devin! We aren't going to laugh at you! Said Vinny.
-I can't tell you guys! She is going to make me do bad things, if I tell you! I told them, with some tears in my eyes.
Chris hugged me.
-Okay, let's forget about the reason, you haven't taken your medicine! Now, the important question is, if you are going to take it today! I heard Balz saying.
-Will you take it today? Asked Ryan, but I didn't answer. I continued crying on Chris' T-Shirt.
-Devin, please take it! We don't want anything to happen to you! Said Chris softly and I pulled away from his grip.
-I can't take it, guys! You don't understand! I can't! I told them loudly standing up and walking to the bunk area.
Ricky grabbed me by my wrist and turned me around stopping me. I looked at the shorter man.
-Then, make us understand! We just want to understand, Devin! We want to help you, but we don't know how, because you are being stubborn and don't tell us the reason! Yelled Ricky and everyone's eyes went wide.
We had never seen Ricky like this.
-I'm not being stubborn, Ricky! I want to make sure that Liz isn't going to make me hurt you guys! That's the reason, I haven't taken my god damn medicine! Because she threaded me that she is going to make me hurt you, if I take it! I'm yelled at the guys.
-But your health is more important! Yelled Ricky.
I shook my head looking at his eyes. His grip became more loose and I stared waking back to the bunk area, when I felt something fall on my back, making me fall down. Ricky.
-Chris, give me his medicine! He screamed turning me around, so I could face him.
Chris stood up and gave Ricky my medicine. Ricky took out a pill and tried to open my mouth, but I kept it shout. Then, Ricky's eyes lit up.
He gave me a punch on my stomach making me scream. As I screamed he put the pill on my mouth making me swallow it. Ricky got off me and Angelo helped me up. I had tears running down my cheeks.
-Don't worry, Devin! You aren't going to hurt us! He told me, while playing with my hair.
I pushed him away and ran to the back lounge locking the door behind me. I jumped on the couch and let the tears fall. Soon, my cried became sobs and I could hear the guys outside the door pleading me to open the door. I put my head on a pillow and closed my eyes.
Oh, my little Ghostie is crying! It's so sad! But, do you know what's more sad? The fact that you took your medicine! You know, what's is going to happen next, Devin! Be careful and don't be too near Ricky or Angelo. Or Chris. Or Vinny. Or Ryan. Or Josh. Or near the guys in general! Have a nice week, my little Ghost!
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Schizophrenia (Devin Sola)
Fanfiction'She was back. I was sure about it. I was gonna to live the same thing again, like when I was younger. But with the only change that I wouldn't survive the war that was happening on my mind!'
