Call Me Daddy Harry Styles

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Christiana had decided to go home . Everyone hated her . I didnt everyone likes someone even if they really dont . She was just in the moment she had an opportunity. I hated that everyone held hatred towards her now . I needed to fix this because everyone makes mistakes . I wasnt doing it now maybe towards the end of our 5 week honeymoon i didnt want to ruin our moment . We were going out to try to forget about it . I was happy we decided on The Bowling Alley and the Arcade and fast food .

I decided on wearing a black fitted tanktop with a floral cardigan on the top i went with normal blue denim jeans . With a pair off name branded bowling shoes that didnt look like bowling shoes.

Harry and I decided to shower again . Also bathe eachother. He always whispered comforting things into my ear . I didnt feel so loved until him . He wouldnt disown me over my mistakes . Not that Harry was a mistake . Like my mother had thought .

I still had yet to tell my parents but i know they wouldnt take it good . At night i would some times try to convinve Harry to agree we dont have to tell my parents . He never agreed . He wanted my mother and I's relationship to be fixed . It couldnt be . My family broken family would never forgive me . They could not be fixed . We couldnt be fixed . The happiness was the glue and their was none . So we were forever broken until we found a substitute .

" Turn Around " Harry said nicely .
I turned around staying silent
" Whats on your mind"
I didnt want to answer that although the positive thoughts about him and I were in my mind it was surrounded by negative thoughts .
" Nothing" i said simply
" Your lying tell me the truth "
" Im thinking about us "
" Thats it because if it is why are you sad"
" ugh, my family"
" about"
" everything negative "
" like"
" how broken they are and how im a mistake to them basically .
" Its not your fault everyone makes mistakes and if they cant except that their losing am amazing daughter "
I smiled thinking about how positive he is .

This was one of the best and meaningful chats we have had while in the shower.
I loved these meaningful chats.
They filled my mind with positivity .

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Okay im ready i said running down the stairs excited for the bowling alley i was determined that i was gonna be in the top 10 for our lane .
" woah slow down you dont wanna fall"
" yeah you really need to start being more careful remember your pregnant"
" ill try i just get excited pretty easily "
" well lets go " Niall said going to the fridge and stuffing his bag with junk food .
" Hey dont clean out our fridge" i said giggling
" Ill try i get hungry pretty easily " he said mocking what i said a minute ago
" can we go already i said
The drive is gonna be about 2 hours .
I walked out the door following everyone else we were all getting in the same car because we didnt want paps to follow us . We got into the car i decided to sit at the very back of the car the car with Niall and Louis they were my two favorite people out of the bad . They were funny and very nice .
" So pregnant Lady how you doing " Louis said
" Im doing " i said following along with him
" What do you want the gender to be "
" A boy"
" If i got a chance to name to name the baby it would be Conchobar ( See what i did there)
" What kind of name is that .
" A beautiful one "
" if it was a girl i would hope she liked carrots"
By now i was crying at how stupid Louis was being .
" Yeah she has to love all kinds of foods " Niall said face full of Chocolate
" Why did i choose here to sit " i whispered to myself
I looked at the collection of Junk Food Niall had in his bag had me tempted .
So i grabbed a cookies n creme hershey bar.
Unwrapped it and ate it