Call Me Daddy Harry Styles

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Maya Pov

I woke up a few hours . I checked the time it was only 10:00 o'clock .
I must have not slept much at all .

The television was on to distract me from my temping thoughts to split my skin open a little bit more .
I wouldn't do it though because i remember why i didn't wake up peacefully wrapped in Harry's warmth .

I began to pull myself off of the coach when a familiar face popped onto the screen. I sat back down .

" Pop Star Harry Styles in London Hospital after getting a severe car wreck yesterday night . His expensive Range Rover was hit from all sides . We still have yet to figure out his progress right now and if he will be fine but until then we are finished for the night im you host Carly Anne and Goodbye"

I was full on sobbing when the doorbell rang . I was forced to get it because it would be rude not too . I turned off the television and wiped my face i made my way toward the door .

" Hey Maya get ready we have to go" Gemma said
" Where are we going " i asked

She sounded excited for someone who's brother got in a four way car accident .
" We are going shopping-
" I cant i have to go to the hospital "
" Why" she asked her face dropped
" Harry got in a four way car accident " i said

Gemma and I were now hugging while sobbing into each others shoulders.
" We have to go now " i said through my tears
" Yeah lets go i will call mom and the boys "
" Okay"

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Gemma was trying to calm me down now .
I was freaking out thinking of the fight and how it ended and mixing it with the picture of Harry in a coma with black and blue covering every inch of his body .

" He needs to wake up " i sobbed
" He will soon"
" I want him to wake up now i cant raise this baby on my own "

This baby wasn't the only thing i was worried about raising it was myself . My cutting got Harry in a coma and if he doesn't make it. I'm pretty sure i wont .

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It was now midnight . I knew visiting hours were over but the Lazy ass nurses weren't kicking me out. So i stayed alone with Gemma and Anne .
They were both wide awake .
" What exactly caused him to get into this severe of an accident out of no where" Anne said looking to me
" I -
"Did you guys fight"
" Y-yes"
" So Harry stormed out on you and ended up getting in a four way wreck is what you saying " Gemma said
" Yes, but someone called me while you guys were getting something to eat and informed me that the accident took place because he went to answer a phone call" i said trying to release the attention of of me
" This is your fault " Gemma said
" Gem..." Anne said
" No i understand everything is always my fault " i whispered
Anne stopped and so did Gemma . They looked shocked bit i didn't care . These type of people and their comments will end a life . It just might be mine .
They didn't question me they just whispered to themselves about me probably .

I walked to Harry's Side . He had scratches all over his face . Both of his arms were in a cast . One of his ankles were sprained .

All of this was my fault . I could have told the truth . Harry wouldn't be in a coma right now with a 40 percent chance of living .
I looked to were Gemma and Anne were .
They were looking at me with hatred in their eyes .
I went to the uncomfortable bench the was long enough for me to lay down on it .
I shut my eyes and tried to fall asleep .

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I had been awoken by a nurse asking me to wait in the waiting room with Gemma and Anne .
Hopefully they would at least try to get along with me .

When i got out into the waiting room their were flashes coming from the windows . Also Gemma , Anne , and the boys were taking up all the chairs in the waiting room .
I decided to just stand since no one was willing to give up a seat .
I looked to everyone . Everyone was looking at me with hate . I guess Gemma or Anne told all of them how Harry ended up in the hospital.

I felt like self-harming but i wouldn't do it . I wanted to prove to Harry that i could let out my sadness not keep it to myself and let it out by harming myself .

After a few minutes the doctors called us in but the limit was only two so we would have to choose .

I was going to go but i was stopped by Gemma .
" Mom and I are going in we don't want Harry to get hurt even more .
Gemma spoke pushing me out the way
I almost fell on my butt but I kept balance and held onto to the wall that was behind me.
I looked to the boys they all were laughing at me .

I went to where they were and sat . I didn't care at the moment . The person who kept me happy cant even move a muscle in his body .
I just wanted him to be better .

I could feel someone's finger tips tapping against my back .
I turned around to be met by Niall .
He was gonna say something but he saw my tears and his face softened . I turned around and wiped my eyes. I didnt need his sympathy .

" Are you Okay " Louis asked in a fit of giggles
" No " i said plainly
I could tell he wasn't expected me to say that but i did.
" Why" he started to laugh along with the rest of the boys
" Because of this ... Of you and the rest.... Everything is always my fault .... Which is why these cuts are here and everyone has turned against me" i said pointing to my uncovered arms
" When you get you head out of you asses let me know " i said walking away and out of the hospital