Call Me Daddy Harry Styles

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When Maya and I got home i went straight to our bedroom and locked the doors . I know i shouldn't be treating her like this while she is pregnant but she isn't treating herself right either .

What i saw at that doctors office made me realize how badly this school project was affecting her.
She was pregnant and having our daughter maybe that would stop her from doing what she did but it didn't .

I heard a knock on the door but I didnt answer i wanted to be alone and i didnt want to talk to Maya right now .
" Harry can you open the door its locked"
" I rather not " i said

I was getting annoyed and angry and the last thing i wanted was to do something i would regret doing.

" Why Not"
" You should know"
" Why are you doing this you being mean"
I gave up because she had a point i unlocked the door .

She looked clueless of to why im treating her like im treating her .

" Whats wrong with you"
" Nothing"
" Something is since you have the nerve to lock the goddamn door on your wife "
I turned around and sat down on the bed
" Why are you acting like this"
" You should know "
" Im going take a bath"
" Im coming with you"

Maya Pov

" Im coming with you"

Thats not what i wanted to hear i had lied to Harry this morning and i didnt want to get him angry by admitting .
He has been acting weird ever since he asked me what was wrong

" No its okay" i said
" Why ive seen you naked before " he said smirking
" I wanna be alone" i said
I was getting annoyed by his attitude
" Why"
" I just told you" i said backing up

I didnt want him to see my skin until i was heals
" Leave me alone " i said

I instantly regretted it when he hovered over me .
He looked pissed and i knew something was up
" Whats wrong with you " i said angry

" Whats wrong with me " he scoffed
" Whats wrong is i cant trust you anymore"
" why" i said
" Do you remember your wedding vows , how you promised that not one object would touch your body from that day on" he said
" Why-
" Do you know what a vow is " he asked
" A promise" i said in a duh tone
" Exactly you promise you wouldnt harm yourself anymore and you failed to keep that promise" he said
" How" i said
" You cut yourself , do you know what was on your stomach " he said
" n-no " i said
" Go in the bathroom and look at your stomach"
I obeyed his demand and went to see what was on my stomach
Fat was written on my stomach

I promised him and i didnt keep it . He was mad at me for putting our baby in danger .

" I -i -
" You promised , you said you would tell me everything " he said
He was angry and I understood
" I wont do it again"
"YOU HAVE BEEN SAYING THAT EVERY TIME I HAVE CAUGHT I WONT BELIEVE YOU THIS TIME"

He had a point . I have promised i wouldn't do it again multiple times when he had caught me
He would always comfort me but this time he wasn't having it .

" I have tried for so long to stop you from harming yourself "
" I'll Stop" i said
" You never do you to busy being selfish and left people who will never know you comment soak into your stupid brain"
" Excuse Me"
" You heard me your selfish"
" How , because i don't want to be a burden means I'm selfish "
" Don't get all offended now"
" Why shouldn't i Harry my husband calls me stupid because i take my problems out on myself"
" Don't twist my words"
" That's obviously what you meant by it"
" No -
" We wouldn't even be in this place right now if it wasn't for you"
" What so you blaming me now"
" EVERYTHING IS BECAUSE YOU , YOU ARE THE REASON WHY I CANT BE HAPPY , ME AND MY MOTHERS RELATIONSHIP IS RUINED , I HAVE TO GO TO SOME DUMB SCHOOL AND PUT MY BABY IN DANGER BECAUSE OF MANAGEMENT YOU WORK FOR " .
I didnt regret what i said until he said what he said
" If i ruined everything why did you say I do . If i ruined you and your mothers relationship  than why would i be struggling to put all the broken pieces of it back together if im the reason your not happy then maybe you should go find someone who can " he said calmly

I felt nothing but guilty now .
" I-im Sorry" i said

He didnt say anything he just turned around it was like every bridge we ever built i just burned them down .

" Wait " i choked

I didnt want him to leave me right now but he did i could here the door slamming .

I slid down the wall and sobbed .
Why did i have to be so stupid this could have been solved with a simple talk but i decided to try to make him feel bad i failed and made myself feel worse that what i already feel.

Harry Pov

I couldnt believe how right she was when she told me i took away her happiness. 
I left because i knew if i continued i would end up with a broken heart so i left.

I looked ahead of me everything was a blur .
Everything happened so quickly .

Cliffhanger XP