Maya Pov
It has been hours since Harry took my ring and i was still on the floor crying my eyes out . All the bad things i said all the wrong things i said that's what got me here . I'm the cause of my own depression . I promised Harry i wouldn't cut but like all other promises I'm gonna break this one as well. I don't deserve to live . I don't want to live. I just want to leave this horrible place . He wouldn't let me . I got up and went to the downstairs bathroom . I closed the door but didn't care enough to lock it . I went to the marble cabinet that was catching dust . I dug all around in the cabinet until i found what i was looking for . The tiny silver blade i missed so much would finally be able to relieve me again . I sat down on the cabinet and put the blade to my arm . The door opened and in came Harry . He looked around and then at me. His eyes widened as he saw the blade near my arm. "M-maya put that down right now " he said looking at me like i was crazy.
I looked to my arm and i pushed the blade downwards the feeling i had missed the most was the feeling i was feeling right now. I looked to the three new cuts that had been cut into my arms. I watched as the red liquid trickled down my arms . I looked to Harry and he had tears in his eyes. " Maya put it down" he said walking closer. I cut deeper and deeper until the blade wasn't in my hand anymore. I looked at my arms and then at Harry. " Why did you stop me " i asked . Harry looked me up and down and then into my eyes.
" i stopped you because i love you and you shouldn't do this to yourself" he said
I looked at him in disbelief.
" you don't love me" i said
" i love you and so does everyone else " he said standing in front of me .
"no you-
" i know you think no one does but your brother , your sister, your mom, your dad they love you " he said
I looked down at my arms as the blood continued to gush out of the freshly created cuts .
" think about it . You gave birth to a beautiful baby girl today . Imagine her growing up with no mom " he said
I wasn't thinking about Ebony. I wasn't thinking about him i was just thinking about leaving and that isn't the way to solve it .
" im sorry" i said
" we can take care of Madilyn together " i added
Harry took a big breathe but he didnt seem any happier.
" what is I'm a bad father as well . " he said
A tear slipped down his eyes as he thought about something he shoulder have been thinking about .
" I'm sorry you aren't a bad husband you changed my life and made it better .None of my problems were your fault. You have been the best husband and i couldn't ask for a better one " i said looking at him.
He looked up at me and smile.
" Please forgive me " he said
" i will as soon as you give me my ring back
He pulled the ring out of his pocket and slid it on my ring finger.
He got a cloth and cleaned up the blood and bandaged up my cuts. He looked to me with a frown. " you cut because of me " he said looking down
" i cut because of the stress not because of you" i said
" Please don't ever do that again" i said to him
" promise me you wont every cut again " he said
" i promise"
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Call Me Daddy Harry Styles
FanfictionMaya was a innocent 18 year old. With an adult mind . She is interested in 1 man. Who she simply calls Daddy