Call Me Daddy Harry Styles

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After i snapped at Maya. She got mad . She didnt want to talk to me or accept my apology. When we got home she sat her things down and ran to her room .
Now it was night and i was getting sleepier every second .

I decided to head upstairs to go to sleep with Maya. When i got there i could here muffled sobs .
Me snapping must have really upsetted her because the bedroom door was locked .
I knocked softly on the door but she never answered .
I tried again no answer
Every time there was no answer .

Maya Pov

When i went into my room i went to the washroom (bathroom)
I grabbed my razor and pushed it against my skin .
I was such as fuck up .
I wasnt mad at Harry .
I keep thinking about my past with my dad that my mom never and still does not know about .
He sexually abused me when i was just a few years old.
I didnt know what him touching me meant in a body of a 4 year old .
When i grew up i could still remember the terrible things he made me do.

I heard soft knocks on the door .
I cleaned up the mess and threw the used blade away . I made sure i wasnt bleeding anymore.
I was wearing a sweater so it would be hard for him to tell .
I opened the door . Harry was standing there with tears in his beautiful eyes .
He must have thought him getting angry was the reason i locked myself away in the room we both slept in
" Can i come in " he said trying to not sound vulnerable
" Yes" i said weakly
I rubbed my arm causing the pain to intensify.
I stepped out of the way and sat on the foot of the bed staying silent
" Im sorry " he spoke
" Why"
" Arent you mad at me "
" No i just have alot on my mind"
" Like what"
" My horrible father"
" What about him"
I didnt want to tell Harry every detail but maybe he would tell me his past if i told him mine
" It started when i was four. He became an alcoholic because mum wanted to walk out on us . He would blame me and call me a whore. I didnt know what it meant so i asked mum . She got mad and fussed him . After that a few days later he called me into his room by the time i had gotten there he was naked and sitting on the bed . He told me to come where he was . When i got there he reached to my hand and made me touch him . I didnt like it at all . When i got older he would still make me do that to him . One day when i was 13 he started touching on me and he r-raped me. He did it again and again .
After a while he told me he would stop and apologized to me after going to therapy because i was suffering multiple disorders. I forgave him "
I was in tears because i didnt want him to know about my dad ever
" i-im sorry " Harry said
I looked up to see him walking out of the room