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That's when my mom walked in and seen what I was doing.
She slung the blade out of my hand and started hitting me.
I ran to my room still crying and knew it was time for me to leave. 
I grabbed my suit case and just threw my belongings in. I didn't have much so it all fit.
I took the $450 from my top drawer and
Without saying goodbye I jumped out my window and ran away.
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I arrived at the train station and paid for a ticket for wherever the next ride was too.
It was Virginia. I had
I gladly took the ticket and ran and jumped on the train.
Knowing my mom would find out I left soon.
I got on the train and sat down in an empty seat and stared out the window.
Then a young boy, about my age got on the train with a boy and girl. They must be his friends.
I take a quick look and then look back out the window.
He was cute. But I knew he didn't like me, he couldn't have.
I looked like a piece of trash.
The girl and other boy sit in the two seats behind me.
"Uhm, Hi, May I sit beside you"
It was him. Fuck. He was hotter than I thought.
"uhm, yeah, sure."
"oh I won't sit here if it's a problem, I'm sorry."
"no, no it's fine, really.
"thanks." he said, smiled, then sat beside me.
"So what's your name?"
"Megan, Megan Falls."
"what a beautiful name."
"thanks what about you?" I asked.
"me? my names Jacob Sartorius." he said with a smile.
I smiled back of course.
"And these" he said turning around "are my friends, Carter and Hunter."
Hunter shook my hand and smiled.
"hey I'm Hunter, nice to meet you."
"Megan, nice to meet you too."
But Carter, she grabbed me and hugged me like she knew me.
I winced in pain as she squeezed me. I had bruises all over. So that's why it hurt.
"did I hurt you?" she asked in panic.
"oh no, I'm fine, Nice to meet you Carter."
"nice to meet you too."
I had bracelets on my wrist so no one could see my slit wrist.
I turn back around in my seat.
"So where you headed?"
"I guess Virginia, I really don't know."
"huh? do you have anywhere to stay?"
"it's hard to explain and no, I'll find a hotel or something." I said and smiled at him.
"well you could come home with me, my parents don't live with me they live across the street."
"thanks but I couldn't."
"yes you can, id love it if you could."
"okay, thankyou" I said and smiled once more at him.
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