torn up; j.s

update

we find a 2 bedroom and settle down.
"You and Jacob have to sleep together." Carter says.
I'll sleep on the floor.
I know I slept with him like not to long ago but I don't want to anymore. I don't need my feelings to grow any stronger.
"I'll sleep on the floor."
"did you guys just see that?!" Carter says.
"what are you talking about?!" I ask.
"something just walked in front of the door." she said grabbing a flash light and walking to the door.
"what the fuck do you want?!" she screamed.
Hunter jumped up and ran to her
"Carter, stop you're gonna get possessed."
"I'm fine now." she said laying back down with him.
Jacobs asleep on the bed while I'm just laying here in the floor. I soon fall asleep but wake up like 30 minutes later because it's freezing when it was just hot.
I felt like I couldn't move at all and if I could it would take an hour just to stand up.
But then Jacob woke up and it all went away.
wtf.
that's scary as shit.
"Megan, will you please get in the bed." he said rubbing his eyes.
"no Jacob, I'm fine."
"you're laying on cement,please, I'll sleep on the floor if you want."
"I'm fine. you're fine, just go back to sleep." I said.
"stop, I can't let you just sleep on the floor."
"ugh, if I get in the bed will you shut up?"
"yeah."
He started getting out of it but I told him he wasn't sleeping in the floor either so. it turns out we slept together.
I woke up at 4 AM because I heard a loud bang down the hall.
I got up and went to see what it was. Even though I was pretty sure it was a ghost or something. I felt like walking around to see the place. \/

I walked in a room and saw a girl laughing, looking out the window
fuck no.

but when she turned around she wasn't cute at all.

I started running but she was pulling me back by my feet.

"Megan-Megan, Wake up!"
I woke up to the sound of Jacobs voice. It was a dream.
thank god.
That little bitch was scary.
"fuck." I said sighing.
"you okay?"
"yeah."
it was 9 o'clock AM so I woke up Carter and Hunter.
"let's walk around.." Carter said.
"okay."
We all got up with Hunter and Jacob behind us. they were scared.
It was weird because I have never been in here and it looks exactly like it did in the dream.
There's that room, There's the broken piano.
weird.
i then seen the girl in my dream and stopped where I was standing.
"please tell me you see her." I said.
"I do." Carter said.
"what the hell are y'all talking about?" Hunter said.
"yeah stop." Jacob said.
"how are we supposed to stop, but Carter, that's the one that was in my dream."
"oh really?! bitch turn around!" she screamed.
The girl quickly faced us and started walking.
"STOP!" Jacob screamed.
He still couldn't see her but.
She didn't do anything but we eventually left and went home.
"I love you Megan." Jacob said.
I was sitting on the counter drinking Mountain Dew on my phone.
I acted like he said nothing and just sat there.
"i said I love you!" he said louder.
He waited a second.
"fine." he said with his hands on the counter with his face facing the floor. (you know)
I still didn't answer. I hated ignoring him but it's the best thing I could do at the moment.
"stop.." he whispered.
I walked up to my room and sat on my bed.
I got on Twitter and did a following spree.
I'm famous now because I used to sing for Jacobs fans and stuff.
then I heard him on the phone.
"yeah babe you can come over." he said. he sounded happy.
10 minutes later the door bell rings.
"hey babe."
"hey baby, I missed you so much."
it was a girl.
I peeked and saw it was Victoria.
great.
just fucking great.
I run to carters room and see her and Hunter having a heated makeout session but I didn't care.
"go aw- what's wrong??! why are you crying?!" she asked concerned.
"i wanna go home.." I said crying.
"what why?!?"
"just please I wanna go home?!"
I couldn't take it.
"Megan what's wrong?"
"it's just Jacob, it's not you guys, it's him and Victoria, I don't even want to look at him, I can't take it! will you take me to the airport?" I asked.
Carter jumped up and walked downstairs.
"why tf are you here?!" She screamed stopping them from there little makeout session.
"Jacob said I could come over."
"naww bitch, get the fuck out of my house you whore!"
She got up and ran out.
"Carter what the fuck?!" He said running out to her.
"I guess Megan, get packed."
I got up and called chase.\/

"hey I'm coming home so I'll call you when you need to be at the airport."
"what's wrong babe?"
"I'll tell you later just keep you're phone."
Yes he calls me babe. He's my brother.
I get everything i need then Carter and Hunter come downstairs.
"I don't want you to leave." Carter says starting to cry.
"well I don't either for real but I need to. plus I need to spend some time with Chase."
We walk out the door and see Jacob and Victoria makin out on her car.
"where y'all goin?" Jacob ask.
"taking Megan to the airport you asshole." Hunter says.
"what? why?!"
"you hurt me, and I can't stand being around you." I said rolling the window down.
"here we go again" Carter said.
"no I'm just telling him goodbye. the final goodbye."
"WHAT!?" He screamed.
"YOU CANT DO THIS!"
"I miss the old you, the one that cared about me, I miss the old happy me, when I was with you,I miss how close we were, but I guess I should let you get back to what you were doing..but hey Victoria. Congrats! he's you'res."
He stepped back and went back to what he was doing. making out.
fuck him.
he didn't even say goodbye.
"goodbye." I whispered as we were leaving the drive way.
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well😏
  goodbye Megan.
ugh😭
  ilysm💖
  <>Trinn❤️☺️<>