torn up; j.s

update.

I pull up at the airport grab my things, tell chase goodbye, and walk in.
I go sit next to a young boy, about my age when they call my plane.
"Flight 66"
I hop up and walk out to the plane.
*skips plane ride*
I arrive at the Virginia airport and see Carter, Hunter, and.....
Jacob.
omf. omf. omf. I'm going to legit faint. I try to act cool by just not looking at him and running to Carter. I hit her a little bit to hard so we fell on the ground with me on top. (picture above)
"I missed you so much!" Carter said crying.
"I missed you more." I said. also crying. we stayed in that position for a while until Hunter said something.
"uhh..hello"
I leaned up and Jacob tried to held out his hand to help me up. No. Please. Stop.
I ignored it and helped myself up.
Hunter helped up Carter then came up to me.
"Hey cutiee." he said hugging me.
"what's up?" I say.
"nothin much, how are you?"
"I'm okay."
We break the hug then Jacob comes up to me.
"stop." I start to cry.
I tried to run but Jacob pulled me back by my arm.
"I miss you."
"no, no you don't Jacob. I waited every night for you're name to appear on my phone, but guess what, it never came, you know why?? because it ended up on another girls." I said out of breath from crying so hard.
I walked away, with him walking behind me slowly. I find Carter and Hunter and there waiting for us at the car.
"omg, are you okay? what's wrong?" Carter asks. "Jacob, wth did you do?"
"no it's fine, I'm fine, I promise."

Carters pov

I go up to Jacob and whisper into his ear.
"I swear to god, I will kill you if you did something."

Megans pov

I rode in the front seat with Carter driving and Hunter and Jacob in the back seat.
I look in the mirror and see Hunter whispering into Jacobs ear. oh well.

My phone was hooked up to the radio and I was on Pandora. The Lana del Rey station. When summertime sadness started playing.
"kiss me hard b4 you go, summertime sadness."
One tear fell down my face bc it made me think of the time me and Jacob broke up.
We dropped Jacob off at home and was on our way to carters house when I get a message from Jacob
(</3 - Jacob M- Megan)

</3- please, I miss you;(
M- hmm... she's not around is she?
</3- stop being like that.
M- what Jacob, you expect me to just get over you like that? no. you were my everything. and you ended everything we had.
</3- how many times do I have to say I'm sorry.
M- well I am too.
*end of convo*
Just bc I don't talk to him as much doesn't mean I don't love him, because I do, he did a lot of great things for me, and I can't just forget that.
I miss him so much but I don't think I can live with the fact, he has a new gf.

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